reeve came again, stayed with me for a week. it was nice. i really want to know how it is possible that i've known him for four years and never knew about his tattoos, which he's had since he was sixteen. was i that out of it? i dated him for six months and ever knew about them. there's one kind of smallish one on his back, and then another one ( Read more... )

well, i'm back with reeve. he asked me last night if he wanted to try the whole "he and i" thing again and for whatever reason, i accepted. i do not like the fact that this is going to be a long distance relationship. they make me really nervous. it is not because i don't trust reeve, because i do trust him. it's more of a matter of long distance ( Read more... )

haven't updated here lately, i realize. i've been too damn tired to do anything like that. and i truly do think that i'm losing it. just the other night at around seven p.m. i was laying on my bed looking at the celing and i look over at the clock and it was eleven at night. i don't even know where the time all went. i was staring at my celing for ( Read more... )

i realized something rather important whilst doing my usual lot of thinking last night... i don't really think i'm bi afterall. when i was with my "girlfriend" it just didn't feel right to me at all. who knows, maybe i just liked the idea of being bi ( Read more... )

above is a something my brother was singing when he walked by. i thought it was funny ( Read more... )

my kitty has arthritis :( but aside from that, she's in damn good shape for a twelve year old cat ( Read more... )

well, it's final. i'll be going to the a.i. chicago in january, i found out that i was accepted the other day. yay for me. i think. i don't want to go back to chicago all that much but between chicago and art school, i think i'll live with chicago. who knows, maybe later on i can get a transfer to boston or seattle or something. i don't know ( Read more... )

my rabbit bit me today. she is but a strange one sometimes. she bit me and then looked up at me with what appeared to be an innocent little smile (well, if she were human it would've been a smile). i'm not too sure what to make of it as of now. oh well. i have nothing else to say.

i hate old fashioned people ( Read more... )

tristan's pissed at me. i have a feeling it's because i haven't eaten in two days and i promised him i would make an effort to eat but i honestly cannot keep food down. it's very strange. i'm guessing i'm just coming down with something, as there's a lot of stuff (flu, etc.) floating around here right now. anyway, he doesn't believe me when i say i ( Read more... )