how dare u call me a coward...u are the one who locks themselves away in their room for WEEKS bc they are so terrified of social interaction, and when u do have to actually be normal and come out, u have to be doped up on a fuckin shit ton of anxiety medication so that u don't have a panic attack!

u didn't even come out to ur parents until this year ( Read more... )

nothing feels better after losing a best friend & becoming depressed than realizing how much ur other friends really care.

some might say ur crazy, but i say u just know how to live life.

it's hard..but im ready to appreciate what i have

last nite i got 3 different ppl. to buy me drinks, one was even a couple..i felt like such a pimp until i came home and threw up all over myself infront of the 2 random girls and guy that came home with us. ill post more thoughts later..i seem to have a bunch of them as of lately.

i'm starting to think our dinner parties are just an excuse to get drunk

the other nite was good..it was good to see my friends one last time before i left, and i also got to see my dear friend rachael, whom ive missed a lot, but jus too stubborn to call. we went to this concert at twisted sisters, and then kristina's friends concert at unf. (thanx mandy for coming out to see me! sorry i wasn't so attentive) my rents ( Read more... )

so i ran away for a day..but it feels like ive been gone for years

so soho sucked...but succeeding at 'hey mister' and going to random hot tubs always makes for a fun nite.

it seems as if every1 has already moved on
i needed to leave jacksonville a month ago...but now more than ever

this weekend was great, from the parties to hot tubs filled with shampoo..it couldn't have been better.im glad me and kristina are becomming good friends..and well meagan has always been my friend. i started my community service at goodwill yesterday..it's good, im actually helpin the needy instead of snobbish people..who have no right to be, i ( Read more... )

im sick of being treated like an animal b.c. of this dui...so far i have to do 30 hours of community service and 2 dui classes. we were suggested to go to the ymca so we did only to find out that they have a daycare so they don't accept dui cases...AS IF I WANT TO KIDNAP UR KID AND GIVE THEM ALCOHOL! besides that fact, the ymca is supposed to be a ( Read more... )