I like your pants around your feet ( Read more... )

its been a while and i dont care no one gets on this thing anymore. im tired and im in a bitchy mood. i cant stand it when people call me on the phonea nd have nothing to say.....

i am everything that i once despised. what have i become?
-Lauren-

i am in love.
why cant things go right my dad is pissed cause i didnt clean out the car.. its okay i suppose cause he will get over it.. its just that i hate it when my parents are mad at me.....
-Lauren-

i am happy.
whether the weather is cold
whether the weather is hot
we will be together whether we
like it or not.

i love him.

-Lauren-

why does something that makes me so happy have to be a bad thing?

sometimes i want to go into my room and never come out. sometimes i just dont feel like talking. nothing is wrong sometimes i just want to be away from it all and think. emotions are interesting.
-Lauren-
live. laugh. hope for tomorrow.

i now know where my rock bottom is. and i dont want to be there again. life with out your best friend isnt one. so i never want to be there again.
-Lauren-

having an 1/4th life breakdown....
-Lauren-

i hate my sister jennifer ( Read more... )

i am so. i dont know. i am a crazy person that is confused. why cant we all just get along?!?. . . . . . . . i think i am going to hell and i am afraid cause ive screwed up way too much. . . what is our purpose in life? i have no idea. i think sometimes that mine was to eff up others lives.
-Lauren-