They say unrequited love is the worst kind, but in actuality it's the second worse… you see, the worst kind of love is in fact unattainable love. Let me explain ( Read more... )

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I'm at work, and no work is being done whatsoever. I bought a couch, it's quite lovely... a sectional actually, you know, the one that comes with a corner, a middle and a chaise.. it's great. I also finally bought my night tables and headboard for the bed.. it's all starting to come along quite nicely. I always thought I was pretty likable, but it ( Read more... )

Oh.. btw.. I'm not deepressed anymore. Just thought I'd let you know, in case you were interested.

I took a pregnancy test this morning.. not because I think I'm pregnant, but because my PMS-like symptons have began to worry me. I feel sort of depressed.. and I know that this isn't anything serious, it just feels like PMS. But I had my period already last month, and this month I'm not due until around the 20th or so.. so it doesn't make any ( Read more... )

I saw an old friend yesterday.. Glennis. I'm not sure I have ever written about her. We used to be the best of friends, since third grade.. and we would do everything together.. we grew up together. Well anyway, her and I had falling out a couple of years ago, and it hasn't been the same since. I tried to re-establish the friendship a couple months ( Read more... )

I just realized that I'm in a rutt.... I'm not sure exactly how long I've been in this rutt.. but I'm in it and I can't shake it off as easily as I would like. It seems that my life has no purpose right now. I'm working at this dead end job, I'm living in this small one bed room apartment, which doesn't seem to be really getting anywhere, as far as ( Read more... )

Life's changed since last I updated. I went to Cuba this summer and met my brother.. I got a new job, which isn't very demanding but it pays well and is sufficiently entertaining. I'm going back to school this fall, and getting a degree in education, to be a high school english teacher, I hope. I'm not sleeping in my living room any more, we ( Read more... )

Goodness.. lol.. "Goodness". I'm so disgustingly bored. I need a life. I know I had one at some point.. what happened to it, I wonder? If only I was a drunk or something, then I would be able to have tons of fun all by myself. You know what I hate? I hate when you meet some one fun and whom you get along with famously.. and you go out and have a ( Read more... )

I need a new job. I've been a little stressed lately, thinking about money and what I would want to do with the rest of my life, career-wise. I don't really have any direction right now. I've never really had to look for a job, they've always just landed on my lap. If anyone has any suggestions, I'm open to them. I need to find something that's ( Read more... )