Lost Dreams

Aug 15, 2014 21:05

We don't have all the answers. Who knows when it started. There is nothing we could have done because she gave no sign ( Read more... )

horses, horses: health, zetahra

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cudava August 16 2014, 13:53:24 UTC
:( my condolences.

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lantairvlea August 16 2014, 20:24:51 UTC
Thank you.

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trigger_happy01 August 16 2014, 14:41:29 UTC
Oh no! I am so sorry to hear this... *hugs*

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lantairvlea August 16 2014, 20:25:37 UTC
Thank you. So am I.

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nutmeg3 August 16 2014, 15:32:14 UTC
I'm crying for you and for her as I type. I'm so, so sorry. Be gentle with yourself in the days to come. ::hugs::

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lantairvlea August 16 2014, 20:40:29 UTC
Thank you. It is good to know that there isn't anything we did or could have done. At the same time a part of me wonders if she had shown some sign sooner would we have been able to fix it? I'm trying not to think on that much because I don't like wasting energy on things that are far and beyond my control.

P.S. Your clingy ringtail icon makes me smile.

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spirithorse21 August 16 2014, 18:27:53 UTC
Oh man. I'm just seeing this...I am so sory! I was hoping it wouldn't be anything terrible, but this is rough. You made a tough but good choice. Take some peace from that.

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lantairvlea August 16 2014, 20:49:40 UTC
Thank you.

While none of it would be easy choices I am glad that we won't be waffling for weeks or months with the hope and chance that things could get better. You bet I wanted an easy answer that led to her staying and having a full, healthy, productive life, but that isn't to be.

It's hard, but we move forward.

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kilverstone August 17 2014, 03:19:10 UTC
I'm so very sorry for your loss. ::big hugs:: It's never easy to lose them, especially when you didn't know there was anything wrong. Mine had a neurological disorder that I recently found out was genetic, I let her go in January and every day it's still hard for me.

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lantairvlea August 18 2014, 20:39:13 UTC
Thank you.

Yes, nothing obviously wrong on the outside and the fact she was so young. I would have expected my 23 year old or my husband's 14 year old with ring bone, but not her, not for many years.

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