Comments | lanning: an anxiety attack by any other name

lanning

an anxiety attack by any other name

Apr 05, 2010 21:11

Stayed home popping klonopin today. Illness in the family is stirring up memories of Dad and other unpleasant things. This crap is getting beyond old. I need a new brain.

BRAAAAAAAAAAAINS.

suicide, depression, dad, anxiety

Comments 5

jaymalea April 6 2010, 13:48:21 UTC

You can have mine if you can find it. I left it behind yesterday, and it hasn't caught up with me yet.

Are you doing better today?

lanning April 6 2010, 14:36:53 UTC

A little, thanks. :) I'm still doped up, but I made it to work, which is always a step in the right direction.

silkmoth101 April 6 2010, 16:10:23 UTC

Gah! I would offer you mine but that woudn't really help, I'm afraid. :( *hugs you sooooo tight*

lanning April 8 2010, 02:28:33 UTC

*belated hugs* I think I'm having a bad reaction to my brother-in-law's chemo treatment (testicular cancer) -- my anxiety level went over the top the minute I heard about it, even though his prognosis is excellent. MY BRAIN IS SO WEIRD. Time for another pill. ;)

silkmoth101 April 8 2010, 13:57:12 UTC

Nah, your brain isn't weird. I think neither you nor me like the surprises life throws at us. Meh.

Oh! But I got one surprise yesterday I LOVED! Thank you for the beautiful sunflower! *tacklehugs you*