so. i just found out (i saw it coming and i knew it was going to happen) that shaun and ali are dating. it makes me feel sick to my stomach to know that she gets to do all the things i used to, and that he is going to love her like he once loved me. i just hate this whole thing. i am glad he is happy but it is time i think about my own happiness. i ( Read more... )

since i have been home, my good mood has faded. it has been 2 weeks since i got home and it feels like a lifetime. it has seriously been the longest two weeks ever. im so sad, i miss being with shaun so much.. i would give anything for things to go back to how they were... who knows.. maybe this isnt permanent.. maybe its just for a little while. i ( Read more... )

i got home from greece yesterday.. sadly
i had so much fun and im in a good mood.. as of now lol. sigh.

i cant wait to go back. i think i am going to try to go this summer.. if not this summer then next summer for sure. i cant wait.

anyway thats all

i just cant wait. i will be gone for almost two weeks. away from every one. hopefully it will do us some good ( Read more... )

gah. i really need to get out of this area. the past week has been so hard for me and its not gonna get any better. my job sucks, i dont do anything, and right now things arent going very well with shaun because of whatever he is going through. i just wish it didnt have to be this way because i care about him so much.. ugh. im just so sick of ( Read more... )

i havent even looked at this for almost a year ( Read more... )

so hi ( Read more... )

.. i hate mean people
a lot. i mean, i dont know you so why do you have to say mean stuff about me?

ugh, sometimes people really know how to make me feel shitty.

i cut my hair, myself. i am sad now. i cut like 2-3 inches off and it seems so much shorter.
lame.

So the rules are, once you've been tagged you have to write a blog with 6 weird things/habits about yourself. In the end you need to list 6 other people to tag and list their names ( Read more... )

the taste of chaos was fun.
the guitar player from story of the year had a glorious mullet.
the deftones played for way too long.
thrice didnt play long enough.
but i had fun.
that is all.