things jst dnt feel rite bein back home, i dunno wht it is,im seriously considerin moving 2 cyprus at sme point, though i knw tht wnt b 4 a couple of years, if i decide 2 do so.  iv already started savin 2 go and see me auntie again next year.  it is jst so mch more relaxed over there, i dunno wht it is with here, im jst fed up of livin at hme i ( Read more... )

Well 2day was an average sorta day really.  Wnt 2 the pub wid couple of m8s and played pool, which i aint done 4 a while, saw a couple of peeps that i aint seen 4 ages which wz wicked.  Im off 2 Cyprus on Sunday with 2 of my m8s which im lookin forward to.  to be honest i cnt wait 2 get away frm it all 4 a while, away frm home, somewhere 2 chill, ( Read more... )

oh god dnt i feel rough the smornin, should nt hv drnk so mch lol.  Ah well wz a gd nite round me m8s.  though i shouldnt b around certain people whn im feelin shitty and im drinkin, jst a bad combination.  y am i such an arse.  apart frm feelin extremely hungova, im alrite i guess, well im still alive and kickin so thts gotta b gd lol.  mite hv 2 ( Read more... )

up at this time when i hav wrk at 8, mst b mad lol, had an alrite nite out wid couple of m8s, bless em.  wht cn u do but laugh ai.  pull yourself 2getha. christ im talkin 2 myself on this thing. though 2 b honest its a gd realise, better thn talkin 2 any1 bout anyfin, hell of alot handier actually.  shld probs go 2 bed really, bt dnt feel mch like ( Read more... )

well lets see how are things at the moment, well pretty fuckin shit you could say, u think that things are goin well, you let people in then things jst go wrong. y did i expect anything else 2 b honest, i mean it is me, i dnt hav a decent track record of keepin any1. maybe its me.  wht 2 do hey, cld b a bitch but im not like tht, sat round my m8s ( Read more... )

well wz my last day in placement yesterday and i finish college within the nxt few days, kinda scary thinkin that im gunna get my qualification through in july and iv got a job lined up already, im gunna b qualified 2 work with children, i hope im good lol.  College has been good 4 me, it's built my confidence and iv made some great mates.   2 b ( Read more... )

i really need to catch up on sleep, iv been out drinkin 5 nites, 4 of witch were on the trot, surely tht cnt b good.  ah well,  iv gotta go get the bus in a minute and head 2 placement, though id much rather stay tucked up in my bed.  Then again what would make that even better is if i was cuddled up to marian, as im missin her loads at the moment ( Read more... )

heya all lol.  jst in the house afta a nice nite out with my m8s, had a few drinks so all is good. Only thing that would make my night better is if i was with my girl, who i have 2 say is amazing, beautiful, sexy and just the best person ever!!  i love her 2 bits,  i know some people probably think that it is easy to type the word love, which yeah ( Read more... )

well I was in a great mood last nite thanx 2 my angel marian, but i have woken up in another shit mood, with my mum yet again ranting at me for some reason or another.  i mean 4 christ sake im only jst up, giv me a fuckin break.  iv got bloomin college in a bit and i really cannot be asked with it, i jst wanna curl up in a ball, 4get about everyfin ( Read more... )

why do i neva seem 2 find a middle ground in anything, i either over think wht im trying 2 say so i either dnt end up sayin it or it comes out wrong,  or i dnt think about wht im sayin and say the first thing i mean, which i really shouldnt do, christ when i feel like opening up i feel like a complete arse aftwards (plz do not point out the fact i ( Read more... )