Interesting, there goes my caudate nucleus releasing dopamine and producing a sensation of longing. Okay, back to work.

If this was the 1600’s i’d have been married for 5 years by now

plus i’d have 8 children and i’d die next week

simpler times

"Are you bored? Pretty girls are always bored."

What if the people who have mental breakdowns aren't the weak ones? Maybe they're the strong ones because they haven't resigned themselves to the monotony and tedium of life and faking enjoyment of it ( Read more... )

Verizon's Block Call/Text feature is a godsend.

I drank coffee and read books and loved people. Some days were good, and other days, even wearing my lucky underwear didn't help. I have laughed and cried and experienced the gamut of human emotions. I've done everything I was told to do and I did it well sometimes. The world has responded with the usual indifference. Upon ending, my existence will ( Read more... )

Not going to read any more depressing news stories or novels, or watch depressing shows or movies. Going to stop psychoanalyzing characters of every movie. Just tryin to enjoy things for what they are and not find some sinister meaning behind it all.

I bought six DVDs for 10 bucks the other day. I was so pumped at the deal that I just picked out what interested me at the moment without contemplating a balance of genres. When I took them out again last night, I noticed that they were ALL sad. Like, really depressing shit. The happiest of them was March of the Penguins, and I bawl like a maniac ( Read more... )

Dear John,

The day you told me to stop smiling at other people is the day that you successfully got me to stop smiling at you.

Something about saying the words "it's my birthday" out loud in my empty apartment makes me feel sad.