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[lalalajustme]

I am so incredibly drained. School is stressing me out. I am going back to Colorado for a month, I dont know what to think about that, I am just worried noone will care to see me. I think people are sick of my self pity ways. I am driving away people with my depression. I cry for no reason, I feel all alone. Like noone cares, most of my

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[galwitattitude]

I felt that last night. I never really want to believe that people don't care for me, cuz I try to be a polite person and sweet to everyone, but just when things become clear and I mean people that you know you can count on to always be there, they just diss you right at your face. They tell you you're not needed, like you were never good enough or something. I mean my own family, I know hey they love me sure and they don't really try to push me away or something but what was told to me last night and how it was laid out, it really hurt. No one wouldn't hear something like that and not cry. My mom told me that he and dad are going to leave me at some friends place for two weeks or something because they want to I don't know what. They didnt even bother explaining it, I'm glad dad said something finally. Else I think I'd run away, but then go where? I don't know

thank you

[frostedflakes18]

but what about Columbine,

THANK YOU for saying that