Comments | lajolla92037: Let me take back my life, I'd rather be all alone, anywhere on my own.

lajolla92037

Let me take back my life, I'd rather be all alone, anywhere on my own.

Mar 15, 2005 20:52

Allow me to say (and I don't care if you read this and make it come back to bite me in the ass--it is a PUBLIC entry...meaning you CAN read it), anyway allow me to say that I am really disappointed in you. Sadly disappointed. They say it's really tough for a parent to lose trust in their kids, but they never said anything about how hard it would be ( Read more... )

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jesuschelsi March 16 2005, 17:04:26 UTC

I love you, Kid. I'm here for you. You know where I live. You'll always have me. Things have been tough for you, I know, but rememeber... Once you hit rock bottom, there is no place to go except up. You'll always have my shoulder to cry on... I love you JC Freak.

"Becky, STOP! I can't read that!"

lajolla92037 March 17 2005, 03:50:56 UTC

Thanks hoe. It means a lot to know that I'll always have you by my side no matter what you or I go through. I don't know how I would survive without you.

HAHA. "What are you...dyslexic?!!"

seagurl411 March 21 2005, 21:38:52 UTC

Hey babe. I relaly don't know much about this story, other than what I've read, so excuse me if I make generalizations or assumptions. Sounds like things are/were/and will be rough for you for a while. You want your parents to ask you what's wrong, what's going on, but try to step in their shoes; it sounds like your relationship is on the rocks. Can you imagine how awkward it would be for them to ask you questions like "So how drunk did you get last night?" Those pointed, direct questions that it sounds like you're wanting them to ask. They don't want to pry into your life, they just want to stop it before it gets out of control, but, if they don't know the whole story than how can they adequetly stop it? (I'm playing both sides of the field here). What I've gathered is that you feel like you are a big girl now and that you have a right to your privacy and your big girl life, yet you still want their love, approval, respect, trust, and care for you. But how can they take care of you when you don't tell them what's wrong? How can they ( ... )

lajolla92037 March 27 2005, 19:52:15 UTC

Thanks Rochelle. That means a lot to me. I really appreciate your advice. So far nothing's really come from this and we're all just letting sleeping dogs lie. But it's okay like that for now because I don't want to have to deal with any more drama. Eventually we'll talk it out and settle our differences or what not. They just feel like they're being treated as more of friends than as parents.

Anyway thankyou... I'm glad I have your support.

~Beccaboo