long time no see eljay.

how ya been?

I can't believe things are happening this way. With something that I never saw anything wrong with... I now see all the bruises ( Read more... )

so yea.. bad shit.
im just tired.
so damn tired.
you better find some kind of way to keep in touch.
im not gonna lose you too.

life never has any kind of constant does it?

im kinda broke, but off work for 3 days.
lets re-live lost memories.

if you haven't read or even heard of the Twilight series ( Read more... )

I've said it before and I'm saying it again ( Read more... )

someone i've never met, made me feel like a whore, ugly, and under par, all at the same time.

why do i let people have that kind of affect on me?

and i'm the dumbass waiting for him to call back.

You challenged me to stand my ground.
I do it, but it's not helping.
fuck, i can't keep doing this.

I need a change...

...DESPERATELY!

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i miss my old friends more than anything in the world right now ( Read more... )