i hate living situations and not knowing where im supposed to end up. i do absolutly love when bob comes down to visit me and we always have such a blast together, but i hate hate hate it when he leaves, i dont know what to do with myself now it sucks. now im all in a poopy mood.
so i move out in a week and now i might not have anywhere to go. i hate that man so much, fucking dirty old bastard. i have a week to figure out absolutly everything this is so not fair why is this so fucking hard i cant deal with this anymore i've had enough.
what are we going to do without each other? i love you too much theres going to be no one to run too and help out. everything is so hard right now. why cant you be more supportive? why cant we just be together. i just wanna get out of here already, you just piss me off so much. but i dont wanna leave some things, holy fucking change. holy fucking
i hung out with john after work this evening. i love that boy. gooodtimes and good conversations. man, i just wanna have a nice night and read. god i love it. (L)