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omg, shes alive.
so ill give you an update..
sunday, went up to the cottage,
that was thee most worst experience of my life.
i think i almost died with my panic anxiety FREAK attack.
never again, i couldnt handle it.
i love bob so much for trying to help,
i dont know how i survived that.
monday, went home, packed left to grandmas to move in.
i feel like a horrible person, because i didnt say goodbye to anyone.
i couldnt face it, i guess its pretty selfish, but i couldnt face it.
im so sorry.
tuesday, FIRST DAY OF FUCKING COLLEGE
went pretty great actually.
nice people in my program,
met some cool people
school is pretty easy to get around
bus ride is sooooo fucking killer
get on a bus, got to warden station, get on a subway, get onto a bus which takes me to the school.
~45mins or so,
not so fun.
today, my first class got cancelled, but i came at 8:30m anyways cuz i had to hand in my osap shit,
tell me how i waited in a long fucking line up, till 11:30
and i get in, and realized my parents forgot to sign something.
fucking right, i was piiiiiiissssed off.
also, my english class is fucked, i have to write a test to be put into one,
so i gotta call some number and arrange that
so im just chillen at school right now,
i dont have internet at my grandmas yet, so im kinda dying.
got class in a half hour,
im having fun,
well, its been two days, and its not so bad really.
i miss everyone though,
this is a big change.
big change.
HOLY FUCK DUDEE___
so ill give you an update..
sunday, went up to the cottage,
that was thee most worst experience of my life.
i think i almost died with my panic anxiety FREAK attack.
never again, i couldnt handle it.
i love bob so much for trying to help,
i dont know how i survived that.
monday, went home, packed left to grandmas to move in.
i feel like a horrible person, because i didnt say goodbye to anyone.
i couldnt face it, i guess its pretty selfish, but i couldnt face it.
im so sorry.
tuesday, FIRST DAY OF FUCKING COLLEGE
went pretty great actually.
nice people in my program,
met some cool people
school is pretty easy to get around
bus ride is sooooo fucking killer
get on a bus, got to warden station, get on a subway, get onto a bus which takes me to the school.
~45mins or so,
not so fun.
today, my first class got cancelled, but i came at 8:30m anyways cuz i had to hand in my osap shit,
tell me how i waited in a long fucking line up, till 11:30
and i get in, and realized my parents forgot to sign something.
fucking right, i was piiiiiiissssed off.
also, my english class is fucked, i have to write a test to be put into one,
so i gotta call some number and arrange that
so im just chillen at school right now,
i dont have internet at my grandmas yet, so im kinda dying.
got class in a half hour,
im having fun,
well, its been two days, and its not so bad really.
i miss everyone though,
this is a big change.
big change.
HOLY FUCK DUDEE___