I'm so sick! Infact i can't remember the last time that i was this freaking sick! and i just keep getting worse! still no fever though! so I'm assuming it's just this crappy cold virus crap that is going around.

so i could still get the fucking flu on top of all this! FML!

It's times like these that

That is all...

My parents put our family dog down yesterday. while it's sad the worst part is my dads reaction ( Read more... )

I've been shopping online looking at all the stuff i can't wait to fit into. I was cruising swimsuits on target.com when i came across the monokinis:http://www.target.com/Monokinis-Swim-Shop-Women/b/ref= ( Read more... )

It was my birthday not to long ago. i turned 25. it's funny because my mom seemed to take it pretty hard. i guess it's a bigger deal then i thought. I wouldn't have believed it but there seems to be a diffrent level of respect when i say i'm 25. then just a few months ago when i said 24 ( Read more... )

I bought a PT cruiser! super cute and black. i'm very excited to have an adult sized car!

reading watchmen. ridiculasly good.

yeah i've never read a graphic novel. i doubt this will be my last.

freaking awesome.

I really miss Ry right now. i'm so sick of sleeping alone. i miss having some one excited to see me when i get home. I wish i knew what was shit with him and what was good about him. and what part of our craziness was my shit.

i don't. i just dont.

for the first time in 2+ months i miss him.

there is so much to be done. i just can't bring myself to move.

Even getting in the shower seems like alot of work.

My back hurts so i'm sure I'll be bleeding any moment.

I really want subway. okay thats my motiveation. subway.

So Ryan and i are done. it should of happened a year ago but at lest this way i can't blame his assholeness on drugs. at least this way i know that he's really just a self centered jerk. and now i don't have to wait seven years to get my life together ( Read more... )