I don't know what is going on in my life lately. Things are moving so fast that by the time word travels around the restaurant I finally understand what I did and why it was wrong. I've been at Sapporo for nearly seven months now and I want to leave, but I've realized that if I leave I will be leaving all of my "friends" as well. Last night at ( Read more... )

Today is April 23 which means that there are only TWENTY DAYS until I leave for CANCUN. I think I may die before that ( Read more... )

Today (meaning from when I woke up yesterday) has been the worst day of my life since my eighteenth birthday. I had to call in to work because on my way there I had an anxiety attack for no reason and I couldn't stop crying so I went home and fell asleep. Then something else that is bad happened. Then my friend Courtney from work called me and ( Read more... )

I missed this thing so much. (my computer is my life ( Read more... )

New things ( Read more... )

So, yesterday my sister-in-law imdrkangel and my brother razordead told me that they are going to have a baby! I'm going to be an aunt for real! I am so excited and they told me to think pink and think Halloween so you should all do the same! Congratulations you guys, I love you both!

So, this guy that I've liked since the middle of October called me back tonight to tell me the following ( Read more... )

Seriously, why did I let him make me cry? Why do I not care about it today? I was breaking last night and I still want to cry today, but I am seriously over the whole situation. I was freaking out about being dropped from a class, he hasn't done it yet so I'll change his mind by going to class the rest of the semester ( Read more... )

My day was ruined more because of an IM from just after 1:00 AM. My ex-boyfriend sent a note to say "hey". It's not like I didn't want to talk to him, because I did, I just didn't expect him to say anything to me on his own. I miss him, I really and truly do, but I shouldn't. At all. He was my first real "valentine" and now all these memories ( Read more... )

( What I think of VALENTINE'S DAY )