I'M sorry that I've been so bad at writing in this.  I resorted back to paper journals and not live journals.  Now, i am really bored.  I moved in with my grandparents have no job no money no life ( Read more... )

I had no idea how long it had been since I had written in this thing. I guess that I have some catching up to do. I'll try to keep it brief.  I guess that this all started in March.

I had visited this church called Eagle's Nest in Cobdon.  While there, these two ladies prophecied over me.  They told me that I was going to join a group that was ( Read more... )

I just realized that I have not posted in a long time. I almost moved to Kansas City. I had a good job offer and everything. Then, I decided that I am not ready. Carbondale has been a safe place for me to heal and grow and I still don't feel strong enough to move on. My mom was against the idea as well. she thinks that KC is too far. So, I ( Read more... )

I don't really know what to write. I started going to the Vine community church in January. I like it there a lot. The music is awesome and the peeps are nice. I am working a lot, not sure about grad school or the future. I feel like God is telling me not to say much today. I don't know why. I guess that all I can say is that God is doing ( Read more... )

I just realized that I have not posted in here for ages. Not much to say. School work and broken love life. Hope everyone else is doing well.

I want to explain my last post. About ten years ago, my cousin died in a car acciedent. He was barely 18 and had only had his license for about two weeks. I never truly face the guilt I had about it. Teddy and I were roomates and I taught him how to drive. Sometimes I think that if I had taught him better, he would still be alive ( Read more... )

Hey Casey!! I just noticed that your myspace is gone. what happened??? well i hope you christmas was good and all is well. melissa ( Read more... )

I am feeling a little, oh i don't know. I am leaving one phase of my life and entering a new one and its a lonely place to be. I miss Jesse and I have no reason to. I can do better. I can find someone who cares for me and loves me the way I love him. Jesse definitly does not. Its so hard to say good bye. And leaving one church to go to ( Read more... )

I'm sorry that I have not posted in a while. Its been a busy break. I worked a lot and had little access to the internet. I made some big changes. I am getting into the public administration program and out of journalism. I had my first day of classes already and feel like this is a good change for me ( Read more... )

death by 3 ( Read more... )