well, 2 weeks [about] until madre's wedding. and what we feared has indeed come to pass ( Read more... )

eh, random update.

it's really kinda nice living here. i'm with the tuthills, so it's like i'm with my own family. and i have kitten still, with the addition of two rather hyper, but very lovable, dogs :)

don't have all that much to say.

shopping was postponed until tomorrow, and i'm hungry.

went from being assistant makeup artist to full fledged stylist on the music video set today. don't quite know how that happened, but it was fun. [lucky] leo[ni] is a very cool person, and an amazing rapper. had a lot of fun with zak today, too. working with him just gets better and better :) except leaving at 730am and getting back at 11pm ( Read more... )

random entry ( Read more... )

read it in one day. truly, an amazing book ( Read more... )

"Out the window, the light was turning from the bright yellow of afternoon to the more muted shade of dusk. This was always the time of day I felt the saddest, when I most believed my life should be something other than it was, and the music compounded the feeling--I found myself wishing I could exist inside the song ( Read more... )

ah, filming is done. and i'm still stuck here. how disappointing :P ( Read more... )

alright, feeling much better now ( Read more... )

everything is so overwhelming right now...

i think i just need to go back to sleep.

$100 fine for breaking the lease. i can't stand living here anymore.

ugh i'm stressing about everything.

the movie, my career, anthony, the apartment, working tonight...

i think i just woke up on the wrong side of the bed.

I HATE IT WHEN I GET LIKE THIS!

seriously can't stop smiling :D