I was just looking over my last few entries...especially the mushy one(s), and it saddens me that I find them undeniably immature. Unfortunately, I have come the to the reluctant realization that I am not what I wish to be. Smart, kind, mature, sweet--- the things that I aim for are farther out of reach than I thought they were. Perhaps my precious ( Read more... )

WOW...Its been a really long time since i've posted anything on here.
i would post more, but i don't have time. maybe later
-me

hey guess what guys i got a xanga...tis fun..well, not really, but anyway.im not making sense. I've come to find that i rarely do. Make sense, that is. soooo...um..i was late coming home from the encourager youth movie night with matt yesterday night; apparently i forgot my curfiew. So, I'm grounded. until JUNE. so.no rodeo, no sleepovers, no extra ( Read more... )

1. Who are you ( Read more... )

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maybe im ready to write again..*looks around cautiosly ( Read more... )

O dear God ( Read more... )

hey guys do you like my new themes?
i just finished 'em
i love you guys but i got to get to bed
i get up at 5 tomorrow
-the weeping lady-

i wrote it a while ago ( Read more... )

ever thought how runny the word "droll" is?
i was reading The Night Before Christmas
and it said something about saint nicks "droll little mouth, drawn up like a bow"
i dont know why, but i have been thinking about that funny little word ever since
anyhoo
im out of here guys
-the weeping lady-