What could possibly drive someone to want to take their own life? Do things really get that bad to where you'd want to hurt the people closest to you? I don't understand and I guess I never will. I've had some pretty low times in my life but never once have I wanted to leave those who cared the most about me I couldn't do that to them it wouldn't ( Read more... )

Tallahassee was sooo much fun Saturday night even if I did pass out in the back of Phils car lol. I apparently have "Adams" phone number from Taking Back Sunday. I haven't called yet I'm still waiting on Brown to ask Stephen whos number it really is lol. I got to see Gary and OMG can I just say I miss that kid! Hes sooo cool next time he comes up ( Read more... )

Best Friend is seriously moving to Tennessee and I'm really sad. Apparently they have a good school for music there but I know hes not just moving for school hes moving because he hates Florida and hes never going to come back. I think no matter what though we're going to stay friends and Tennessee isn't that far away so maybe we can plan a way fun ( Read more... )

I need answers to questions that I'm not sure on how to go about asking. Sometimes I feel like the world is going on without me like I've been left behind or that I'm stuck in this same worthless cycle. I don't know its weird. I like my life sure I wish some things were different but hey who doesn't? I mean seriously does anyone have the perfect ( Read more... )

Living here in Pensacola would be great if I wasn't living with her. There's been so much shit and its just ridiculous. The final straw was Saturday night when I was awakened at 5am by the band guys she chose to bring back to the house..not only did they pound on my door but they tried to get in thankfully I had locked my door. This morning I get ( Read more... )

Tell me why the hell he had to call? Why did he have to ruin things? Seriously just when things were great ok not really but they were alright without him. I don't need him nor do I want him. He doesn't want nor need me in his life so why does he feel that its ok to pop up from time to time? Why does he feel like its ok for him to call? And then ( Read more... )

Right now I really miss Orlando and everyone there. Seriously this sucks ( Read more... )

1. Are you in a relationship? haha me no way ( Read more... )

I can't believe it just a month and 10 days left here! I'm excited, nervous, scared, happy, and definitely sad! I hate thinking that I may be running away from things but I honestly don't think thats why I'm going. I need to go and I want to go. I don't have problems with anyone here in fact if I could I'd bring everyone with me or bring UWF to ( Read more... )

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