Dear Universe.

[ladyboobie]

I only have so much time to tell you in. I have to work at 4, and I still need to get ready. However, it has come to my attention that I am losing the race with life. That is to say, I am not in school, I am in debt up to my eyeballs, not just in school loans, but also in regular month-to-month bills and money that I have borrowed from friends.

Comments

[brownsugah85]

Jess, I'm going through the same thing, wondering about the what ifs of life. But what I do is just sit by myself and think long and hard about my options and the opportunities these options will afford me and if they are worth taking. Life can throw you for loops, making you happy one day and sadder than hell the very next, it's the nature of the beast

[yoursavinggrace]

Hey, beautiful.

I'm sorry I've not been in touch; I'm kinda isolated for these three summer months. However, I have tomorrow evening (after six) off, so if you're free, we should talk. Also, I just got a new phone, so I lost most of my numbers. Send me a text later with your number and if you're free tomorrow night.

"I think we ought to read only books that bite and sting us," wrote Franz Kafka in The Blue Octavo Notebooks. "If the book does not shake us awake like a blow to the skull, why bother reading it in the first place?" I suggest you find at least one such book to help you get the most of the current cosmic configurations, Aquarius. More than that, I encourage you to find people and experiences and dreams that have a similar effect. It's that phase of your cycle when you can thrive on fertile uproar.

Might I suggest Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close by Jonathan Safran Foer?

In other news, I love you.