Dreamseeker

[lady_mizera]

I wasn't able to start writing Chapter 16, so I went with my "inspiration of the moment"

Title: Dreamseeker
Pairing: Sihan
Rating: R
Summary: All I wanted was to understand your pain... I only got it worse...

Comments

[lady_mizera]

Spot for my hubby ^^'

[eternalxmemorie]

;_____________________;

I love you dear, but damn that fic broke my heart in million pieces. SIWON!! GENG!!! *goes back to her incoherent state*

But how do you expect me to live without you? I spent nights hugging your pillow, smelling you until it was all gone. I can’t even open my underwear drawer without finding one of yours… Pictures of us are everywhere… I still hear your moans when I lay in bed, fighting the tears as I crave to hold you against me. I miss your smile, while I don’t even remember what your laugh sounds like… I wanted to spend my lifetime with you… and you’re gone.

knfgioeryhfklejfierut ;____; I can so easily picture it: the pain, the longing, the memories and the love!

The little sentences you wrote ( like Do you remember the color of our bedroom’s walls? You chose it… ) are making all of this seems so real too!

And the ending...the ending and the last sentence....GAH! ;__;

I absolutely love this fic!!

[lady_mizera]

*huggles huggles* love you too...

I told you that it was worse than Stains, love...

I saw it so much... Siwon, who looks so strong, so tough, be reduced in a crying mass of limbs because of a simple boxer being in the wrong drawer...

The little sentences are there to show how much Siwon is affected... and how much there are no hopes left for Geng...

I KNOW, RIGHT?! THIS SENTENCE HIT ME SO HARD WHEN I REALISED WHAT I WROTE!!!

and me I love you~

[craiglockdhart]

SPOT FIRST READ LATER

[lady_mizera]

EFFECTIVE MESSAGES, I LIKE THAT

[craiglockdhart]

WHY? WHY? WHY DO YOU BREAK MY HEART LIKE THAT.
SIWON GO LOOK FOR GENG. ITS WORTH IT :(

[lady_mizera]

I DON'T KNOW I HAD THE IDEA WHEN I WENT TO BED AND I GOT UP TO WRITE IT IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT

He tried, at least... you're the one who decides what happened to him ^^'

[shihan_ai]

ladskfj weiolsdfj heskdflkjsdffkhgowierlskdwirw3eads SPOT?

[shihan_ai]

OH GOD.

and here i was expecting some smutty happy shihan (which i totally need right now after i just read a broken!shihan fic that absolutely KILLED me) but Nooooo you have to make it sad too!!!!

*sniffles*

this makes me so sad mama, oh geng and siwon~~~~~

But how do you expect me to live without you?
GOD THIS. IT DESCRIBES THEIR RELATIONSHIP SO PERFECTLY; THEY NEED TO BE TOGETHER...

still, much love <3

[lady_mizera]

YOU KNOW THAT I'M BORN TO WRITE ANGST!

rooooh my poor baby *cradles and huggles*

I think that they could endure being away from one another, while knowing the other is okay... but Siwon knows that Geng will die...

[reina_randwulf]

Oh God.. it's breaking my heart... in a good way of course

It's beautiful. I love how you capturing Siwon's guilt for inventing that damn machine. Oh God, it's gotta be hard for Siwon.

And the last line. IT'S KILLING ME!!!

God... I should finish my assignment... Thanks for sharing this

[lady_mizera]

*hugs* DON'T DIE!

Sometimes you just wanna help but you end up making things worse ^^'

Yeah the last line it quite something... I was crying when I wrote it...

[reina_randwulf]

I'm okay. It's good to read a good angst *hugs back*

Don't worry, I WON'T DIE FOR SIHAN!!!
*brandishes sword* I WILL PROTECT SIHAN NO MATTER WHAT!!

Now, you! I demand you make a sequel to this story! You must do it or YOU WILL REGRET IT YOU'VE MADE ME A MUSKETEER!!! Harr harr!!

Oh crap. I've forgot to say that scientist!siwon is totally win! Damn, I have an unhealthy spot for scientist... SCIENTIST!WON FTW!!!

Now, now... where's our sequel? *playing with sword with an evil grin*

[lady_mizera]

the sequel lost the war against Chapter 16... is that good?

[linnadhiel_x]

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*is careful of her key smash so it doesnt post the comment too early this time*

OH MY FEGGING SHISUS!!!!
Mimi.....Do you have ANY idea how much i love you right now?
Poor Geng :(
Shisus the Scientist. I approave of this ^^

*brandishes sword and bounces round the government place thingy mabob* AVAST YE COOKIES!!!! GIVE ME GENG BACK OR I'LL TURN YOU ALL INTO BARBEQUE FOOD!!! *loses hat again*

AHHHHH So much Angst...so much....Ahhhh I would die if i didn't have muskateering to do ^^

*noms happily at the angst*
......
*noms you*

HAHA
Love <3

[lady_mizera]

*is dying from laughter*

I think I have a small idea....
Yeah, poor Geng... but I think that it's more like "poor Siwon", because Geng's not there anymore... we can already consider him dead... he probably won't wake up...

I had the idea of scientist Siwon because of your thing about the glasses. I could picture him doing some wire-connecting with those big things in his face ^^

I was in bed and I wanted to write a sequel in which they can see each other for a few minutes in Geng's dreamscape and Geng is begging Siwon that he wants to die in his arms...

I think that you found yourself a new way of life XD

HEY WAIT I'M NOT FOOD!

Love you too <3

[linnadhiel_x]

NOOOOOOOOOOOO don't die!!!
*dives on singing some sort of superhero jingle* DON'T DON WORRY I WILL SAVE YOU!!!

Poor siwon :( and woo....Love for the Ray Bans! *pulls a pair out and puts them on...before quickly throwing them away when she realises they clash with her muskateering outfit* hehe nerdy scientist Siwon ^^

OOHHH SEQUELLL SEEEQQUUEEELLLLLL

I DO have a new way of life! this is what I'm going to do when I'm out of college.....DEFEND SIHAN!!!

*noms again before hopping off* hehehehehe.....hehehhee.....*runs back and noms once more before she's caught* mwa ha haaaaa

WOOOO <3

[lady_mizera]

I think the jingle is the last blow XD

I don,t know if I'll write a sequel... because with my last sentence, I expected some people to think that Siwon died...

I think we should put them together once more before defending them, but well XD

oh you... you