just a warning... this is probably going to be long ( Read more... )

so... im updating. fun shit. school is lame. 3 more days. thank fucking god. i <3 brian. and amy. and eric. and will. i <3 you all.

ok so im finally updating! yeah because i just KNOW you all were anxiously awaiting... so i guess when my mom said i cant do anything... she actually meant NOTHING. so the stupid cunt wouldnt let brian come over tonight. thanks a lot bitch because im SOO glad i got to see him all this weekend...wait thats right- i didnt! god she pisses me off ( Read more... )

so yesterday i kinda blurted something to someone (i do that a lot dont i...) anyway. he didnt get it. and maybe i dont get it. its just that sometimes he says things that are "jokes"... but i think he really thinks that way about me and it makes me sad... because i dont want to be that girl. i hate that girl. the one who doesnt have her own ( Read more... )

update time!!! english paper <--- NOT DONE. and by "not done" i mean not even started. i think i've read two stories. and one poem. i've only done one journal. SHOOT ME NOW!!!. if i'm not at school on monday, its because a.) i've faked sick so i can work on my paper b.) faked my death... (any interesting ideas?) c.) messed up faking my death and ( Read more... )

craziness... so many people. why do families come together on thanksgiving? to celebrate the hypocrisy of the pilgrims "friendship" with the indians? oh well. i mean besides the eventual genocide of our indegenous people... my family is pretty fucked up. so why do we all gather together? i mean feel sorry for my cousins because everytime they come ( Read more... )