im in this mood and i dont like it i feel like i need to tell everyone everything i htink about them this completly honest mood that i dispise. this questioning mood that has made me wonder about everything. maybe i am like the rest. maybe i do need eveything i always otld myself i didnt want. maybe i am just a cookie cut mold. maybe...

ok so im not even sure how i got to this..i mean it has been months but i just htought it was funny how in me getting on here i was pretty much goign to put the same exact thing that my last post was like 7 months earlier about the same boy. heh, god i guess he'll always be on my brain and he doesnt know who he is. which is cute. and he's confusing ( Read more... )

thursday was real cute. i miss allnighters with people i enjoy being with. so much shitt has happened since but id rather not talk about it to be honest. id rather talk about this boy ( Read more... )

ok so im tired and im hungry and ugh ( Read more... )

for all of you kids that dont know yet it is COMPLETELY true. i drank beer last night. thats right sam, the one girl who would rather drink yer mom than beer got drunk yesterday off beer. and shitt, i might just do it again. it was cute to the max ( Read more... )

im in one of those really gay moods and i hate it ( Read more... )

so yeah. the truth is that i never go tot hit it on a tree. and i want to do it in a bakery. and that was beautiful. oh man ( Read more... )

theres this gal. shes my fave. she makes me smile alot without even knowing it ( Read more... )

i got back from cali last night. i had such a blast. i met this kid. cute times a mill. we're perfect k? and we'll get married and deca power babies k? thanks. he calls me janis and he opens the door for me. what else can i say but yeah. i got minnie ears ( Read more... )

proms are gay but i know that im secreetly SOOSOSSOSYKED i cant wiat really im hungry as hell and i have to take a shower and such. which sucks. lol andi have to imagine all those hsining faces at ashlee. lala for me my guhs. i got my drss. i cant wait untill i put up pics. hahahhahahhahahhaahhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.i love it. and the best part is i dont ( Read more... )