i haven't been on livejournal is what seems like years ( Read more... )

Chapter 1 ( Read more... )

hey guys, I just want to say i'm sorry for not being the loving person I should be.  I would say more, but it wont change the fact that I have totally wronged some of you, so I apologize. I hope that you can find it in your heart to forgive me.

I am truly sorry..

but mainly I'm sorry to you..

i'll be trying my best to learn to forgive. God is ( Read more... )

1. Do you still talk to your first boyfriend/girlfriend ( Read more... )

hey.. so i never update livejournal anymore.. i guess myspace is my favorite ( Read more... )

my name (Real name ( Read more... )

The Year 2005:

[P E O P L E]
1. Best friends?  rachel, waful, stephanie, emily
2. Best boyfriend/girlfriend? dont really have a favorite..
3. Lost any friends? drifted from abunch.. but its cool i guess
4. Gained any friends? heck yeah..
5. Met a new good friend?  jenna

[P L A C E S]
1. Went out of the country? no..
2. Moved?  haha not for like 11 years
3 ( Read more... )

ditto rachel.. life sucks.. but itll get better.. i know that.. and i have faith that God will use this in some way.. but i have like 3 friends.. and that makes me feel like crap.. oh well ( Read more... )

"Your attitude should be the same that Christ Jesus had. Though he was God, he did not demand and cling to his rights as God. He made himself nothing; he took the humble position of a slave and appeared in human form." Phil. 2:5-7 ( Read more... )

so today has been the worst day i've had in a while.. and to end it well.. i come home and my neighbor tells me my kitten is dead.. yes.. that adorable kitten named precious.. she was only like 3 or 4 months old..

i want everything to be ok.. but i know God is doing it for a reason.. i just wish it wasnt this hard..