I hurt myself today
to see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
the only thing that's real
the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but I remember everything

what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end

you could have it all
my empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

I wear this crown of ( Read more... )

can someone please explain to me why i don't care about anything anymore?

So. I lost my job because I overslept. It’s not all my fault, but I don’t want to get into it. I felt sick last night too, it just sucks because I’ve never done anything like that before. It’s not all that bad I guess since I’m still working on Tuesday, and clearing Thursday up gives me a day during the week to do community service at JASC. It just ( Read more... )

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i love shopping for spring/summer. it's probably my favorite thing in the whole world ( Read more... )

i hate valentine's day.

1. Grab the nearest book ( Read more... )

Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||| 50% Stability |||||||||| 33% Orderliness |||||||||||||| 60% Accommodation |||||||||||| 50% Interdependence |||||| 30% Intellectual |||||||||||| 43% Mystical || 10% Artistic |||||||||||||| 56% Religious |||||| 23% Hedonism |||| 16% Materialism |||||||||| ( Read more... )

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things i got for my birthday ( Read more... )