Do I have a best friend?Not anymore.
I don't need one, or two, or three, either.

Sarah was always my best friend,
and kathryn was tied with her.

But now, Sarah's far away,
and Kathryn and I are so different now.

I don't relate to anyone.
I'm not like my friends.

I'm not hurting.
         &
I'm not hiding.
         &
I'm right here.

I don't mind walking the ( Read more... )

Steven just apologized to me.
And it ment a lot.
I know it took a lot for him to tell me
that he wanted to go to prom with Elizabeth..
But now he's going with Lauren,
and I think that'll be good for them both.
MM doesn't deserve her.

I still have all the notes he wrote me.
And I'm still going to sing the song I wrote about him.
Cause ..It's a good song. In ( Read more... )

1. world Peace = cliché ( Read more... )

Wow, I've had some mad jealousy rants,
in my past few posts.
sorry you had to whitness that.

So, here's a cheery post,
to go with my new cheery layout.

Last night,
I was watching a random movie,
and Jesse calls.
That's right, Jesse Pugh calls me.
We talked on the phone for an hour.
He sang for me,
because he's too 'shy' to do it in person.
And we talked about ( Read more... )

It's only april ( Read more... )

You know how matt had a friend mallory,
who hated me?
maybe i didn't mention her.
well she called me ugly, and told matt how much she didn't like me.

Matt always said how much he hated her,
and how he didn't think she was nice.
And how he pretended to be her friend most of the time,
because she was too mean to get real friends.

Since we've broken up,
I won' ( Read more... )

"Whatever it takes!
I know we can make it through!"

spinner just got shot!
yes, i'm refurring to degrassi the next generation.
because honestly, who has a real friend named spinner?
not I.
back to my topic.
degrassi is my love.
i watch it faithfully.
actually i missed it for a few weeks, and just got caught up with the drama now.

spinner's my favorite...this ( Read more... )

I think I've talked to Sharron more this year than ever.
4H had  brought us a bit closer, somehow.
I found her graduation picture.
And Michael's navy picture.
That's right, he was in the navy.

I don't have any reason to be proud of him,
but i am.
He's an alcoholic,
and drug addict,
who's made nothing of his life.
                      but
When he texts, it's ( Read more... )

So, i spelt Cullen wrong for the title of my last post ( Read more... )

He's perfect, really.
Musical, Mannered, Adorable, Sweet,
and doesn't believe chivalry is dead.

But he has a girlfriend,
in Florida.
They're in love, and have been for three years,
and eight months.
He talks about her a lot,
and I listen.
He misses her so much.

I want someone to miss me that much.

We had some really good conversations tonight.
And he invited ( Read more... )