I've met my Edward Cullin.
He's perfect, really.
Musical, Mannered, Adorable, Sweet,
and doesn't believe chivalry is dead.
But he has a girlfriend,
in Florida.
They're in love, and have been for three years,
and eight months.
He talks about her a lot,
and I listen.
He misses her so much.
I want someone to miss me that much.
We had some really good conversations tonight.
And he invited me to go with him and his friends (who are also mostly mine),
to different events, during the summer,
and
We played a concert tonight,
and he told me about his family,
he told me about his future,
he told me his worries,
he trusted me.
He taught me how to eat as if I were in the pressence of the Queen.
He offerered me his jacket, more than once.
He got me refills of tea, three times.
He opens the door for ladies, always.
He made me feel like I was the only female there,
He only wanted to talk to me.
I Love Matthew C.
I really do.
But, he obviously doesn't feel the same way.
So why waste my time on him?
I think I should be more upset..
I suppose it's no better to waste my time on a guy who's in a serious relationship....
Music Moment: I surrender all - the issacs. ...yes, it's about God. I'm feeling religious great.