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[la_reine_bleu]

Right. This is possibly one of the nastiest things I’ve had to do on the net. A lot of you no doubt already know a great deal of this, but instead of half-hints and “what ifs”, here is the whole story. I’m writing this also on behalf of allihavewithout whom we wouldn’t have half of the information that follows

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[sasha_b]

OH, good lord.

There was a similar thing floating around about a year ago in the KA fandom in which I'm sure two of the so called "people" were sock puppets. It's amazing to me how much time people have on their hands to dick around.

I'm sorry you had to go through this. I think you know some of the story of what's been going on with me and my friend Gissey and how a lot of people in my life think she's made up her whole story. So believe me, I get you on the closure thing.

*sigh* It's good to get it out.

[la_reine_bleu]

*hugs* Have been sitting here just waiting for someone to comment to this - sounds crazy I know, but have been so worried about it and not knowing how it's going to be taken that it's good to have *any* feedback. Thank you for breaking the silence!!

And I only know a tiny bit of the Gissey thing, and that was from a long way back - what's the latest? (Email me if you don't want to air it here!)

*hugs again* It's a crazy crazy world, isn't it?

[sasha_b]

I don't care who knows about it - but she's basically a friend I made through my KA forum and we hit it off like magnets. We've tried to get together three times now and each time she's not shown up. It's been four months since I've heard from her - and to be honest, this is someone I was pretty much certain was the best friend I'd ever have - a soulmate if you will - and to not hear from her is killing me. I'm afraid she's sitting at home in the UK having a laugh over the dumb American girl she duped.

The reason I'm not so sold on that is because she's never asked me for *anything* and all these trip ideas were hers. So I just don't know.

Yeah...the world is a weird and sometimes sucky place. I've been eaten alive by the stuff that's been happening with G and I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy.

So I feel you. *hugs* And no, you're not crazy. :p

[la_reine_bleu]

*hugs back*

Wow. Sounds like you've had quite the time of it... it's terrible enough being let down by someone, but to then have the added doubt of whether they are who/what they say they are in the first place... I hope it all sorts out for you, I really do.

If you ever want to talk about any of it, just drop me a line or catch me on msn :)

Thank you

[blomsterbed]

Thank you for posting it. Thank you for warning me before you posted it. I wasn't sure if I wanted to know, but ever since I talked to you on MSN, I had this whole thing in the back of my mind. What could be wrong? And then I got the crazy idea that maybe boom wasn't real. Maybe Kaitee was boom. And maybe the whole thing was fake

Re: Thank you

[la_reine_bleu]

*hugs* I know. It's all just... I know it sounds crazy, but I'm *still* trying to find another answer. I just wish there *was* one. Don't know if I'll ever quite give up on that hope.

Boom meant a lot to me too. I grieved. I remembered. In a way, this is like a second "death".

Hang in there. And if you need to talk, you know where to find me.

[la_reine_bleu]

I know what you mean - I was saying the exact thing to a friend; I don't *understand* lying, even on a small scale, let *alone* something this huge. It just.... it doesn't make *sense*. Yet the proof is there.

[allihave]

as you said today....everyone we have mentioned this to, seems to find it believable. So, I guess we have not been the only ones questioning it for a while.

Thanks for all of your hard work...sorry I have not been more help...life has been a bit crazy.

By the way...how did you get the word out...did you email everyone on her friends list?

[la_reine_bleu]

Hey *hugs* You've been a *lot* of help - without you, this wouldn't have been possible. Your information has literally made this case, so thank you in a *huge* way. Also, it's been really nice to get to know you over the last few weeks - I guess some good can come of *anything*?!

I haven't yet contacted people away from here - It was late last night when I posted and this weekend we have family staying, so it might be Monday before I can sit down and go through friendslists. If you get the opportunity before then you could send out the link to this entry, if not, I will start spreading the word properly when I next get the opportunity.

*hugs*

[morzsa]

Definitely the 1/16/07 entry was filtered. I didn't see it.

[la_reine_bleu]

*nods*. Think only a small section of the flist are able to read it. Certainly no one connected to the Boom/Jessi death story that I know.

And I know you are a friend of nvcarnie, but I have presented the information here as I have found it, and will understand if you choose to disregard what I have presented. I hope though that you will at least understand what I have done and that my intention has not been to cause trouble.

:)