i want to say i hate you but i dont.
i want to say you disapointed me but thats too weak of a word.
i want to scream my head off at you but i cant.
i want to stab you in the heart to make you feel the pain but it wont do any good.
i want to kiss you but it's too late.
i want to know what i did wrong but im afraid to ask.
i want to know why but you lie.

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the summers been pretty good so far..
gone to the beach, soo much fun!
ive barely talked to anyone, it makes me sad 
but saturdays my birthday and im finally gonna be 16!!!
all in all, cant wait to see everyone!!
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so im going to see my bro tomorrow..i havent seen him in over a year =/ 
&i dunno how its gonna go b/c they moved him from the last place i saw him at; my mom says its better but the last place was pretty ugh. im looking forward to seeing him though. [=

today like really suckedd.

badd.

feverr. coughing. headache.

so this week has been amazingg. 
&i cant stop smiling.
im so happy.

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im so confused.

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its friday the 13th...i didnt even realize till like an hour ago, nothing bad has happened yet...i guess thats good...we won our last game today against boyd anderson, it was pretty boring not a challenge i had a good hit out into left field got an RBI...thats pretty much it. next up DISTRICTS against coral springs charter on monday!!!

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HAPPY EASTER!

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so today was really good...i finally got to drive on the road like with real cars!!! i did soo good too!!! im very proud of myself that i didnt get into an accident! lol...but yeah...i went to my dads company picnic from 11-4 it was boring at first then at the end i played volleyball with some other people so it was  a decent day spent, except my ( Read more... )

ZOMG!!! ok so today i finally got to start in the game against north broward &i did amazing! i hit 3 for 3 with one on base and the ONLY RBI of the game!!! and on top of that i got to pitch too!!! everything in my life seems to be going perfect &i hope it just gets better cuz i really could use some good in my life rather than ongoing negatives.

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