it is halloween weekend!  and i plan to ( Read more... )

that was the easiest out there ever was - mutual, quick, and friendly.  hurrah!  oh i like things.

another horrible dream last night - i'm not sure why these keep happening.. a horrible male broke in through my window and raped me even though i hid.  then he said that women are best when shoved onto their faces.  upsetting, to say the least.. there was more but the rest was pretty much congruent with that part ( Read more... )

i had a really horrible dream last night.  it was some holiday where you're supposed to dig up the corpses of everyone you knew who had died and lay them on top of their graves.  there was this big festival where people just drank and drank among all of the bodies.  i remember riding in a bus and seeing bodies all over the place, fully clothed, ( Read more... )

I feel happy to be alive ( Read more... )

mmm, salty tortilla chips = possibly the best snacking food ever ( Read more... )

i think the problem is that i haven't grieved.  unfortunately it's not a linear thing. 

bleehhh!!  if you don't like emo entries, BEWARE, because i'm pretty sure this one will annoy you ( Read more... )

i can't understand what i want.  but i DO know that i'm pumped about making this puppet.  it's a homeless owl. and it's name will be Morty.

I would very much like to go home