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[l3g3nd_q]

i feel like im going insane!!! i just don't know what to do! its like my world is coming apart slowly with nowhere to go... fuck what the hell is wrong with me?!?!?

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[aymiejean]

What is wrong is the fact that you gave up your friends, your venues, your life..over a piece of nookie that never really cared to begin with. A piece of nookie that was along for the ride & that was it. You believed in all the stuff she said bc you had never known nookie like that before her. I say nookie bc for her thats what it was. The reason you are the one burned is bc for you it was love.
Unfortunately there is nothing you can do except as what most of society would say "man up" and get your life back.
So your going to see her out & about with a new guy..you won't be the first. Everyone has been there darlin - we were just all there before you got there. At least you experienced this now & not in your 40's. Your still young and have lots of life - but your not that young and it is passing you by. You will continue to be miserable until you start living a life again.

[aymiejean]

yup- good advise.. both of us need to take. Get out of the house.. get a life! your friends miss you and love you!!!
margarett

[l3g3nd_q]

i agree but like i said below i get out when i can.. my job sucks, i have to be here at 7am so going to the church is out the window. im sorry i missed dinner with yall that one day but i dint know about it till an hour before and i was already in the middle of something els.

[l3g3nd_q]

not really sure where you got this from... i haven't given up on any friends or venues...sept panop... and well yea i gave up on my life.. not much there to look forward to, so many things going wrong it kinda paints a bleak future. as for the other stuff if you are telling the truth and you know it as fact then she deserves an Oscar for her performance