i feel like im going insane!!! i just don't know what to do! its like my world is coming apart slowly with nowhere to go... fuck what the hell is wrong with me?!?!?
not really sure where you got this from... i haven't given up on any friends or venues...sept panop... and well yea i gave up on my life.. not much there to look forward to, so many things going wrong it kinda paints a bleak future. as for the other stuff if you are telling the truth and you know it as fact then she deserves an Oscar for her performance.
i have my good days and my bad days... as of late there have been more bad than good... my feeling run deep and i hold them close to my heart... i loved this woman more than anything in this world, i would have done anything for her, given my life for her and still do/would. i opened my self up totally to her. and for me getting over her and "maning up" takes a bit longer than other people. that's just the way i am, you should know that about me B^P ive been trying to live my life but unfortunately most of the things in my life reminds me of her and the love i have for her and the fact that i will never be with her again. nothing really has changed from before, during or after her except i don't go out to panop. i still talk to everyone and still go out when i can. i don't go out any more or less than i did before or during.
i have my good days and my bad days... as of late there have been more bad than good... my feeling run deep and i hold them close to my heart... i loved this woman more than anything in this world, i would have done anything for her, given my life for her and still do/would. i opened my self up totally to her. and for me getting over her and "maning up" takes a bit longer than other people. that's just the way i am, you should know that about me B^P ive been trying to live my life but unfortunately most of the things in my life reminds me of her and the love i have for her and the fact that i will never be with her again. nothing really has changed from before, during or after her except i don't go out to panop. i still talk to everyone and still go out when i can. i don't go out any more or less than i did before or during.
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