Multi-chapter | Faraway | chapter 5
Title: Faraway
Author: kyu_x
Beta by: lovekame02
Main pairing(s): Akame
Side Pairing(s): Jin/Naka Riisa, RyoKame
Banner: kawaiikame
Disclaimer: Not mine.
Previous chapters: Prologue | Chapter 1 | Chapter 2 | Chapter 3 | Chapter 4 |
Summary: Two super idols, full of themselves. They are the best of the best, the most loved upon Japan. The two of them shared past, but separated and never got along after that. What if they’re forced to be together for 6 months to film a drama?
Faraway
Chapter Five - “Need somebody to love”
After those delightful two and half hours of sleep, Kazuya’s phone started to alarm. Kazuya heard it, it woke him up, but he didn’t want to get up. It seemed that Jin didn’t wake up on it, because he didn’t move one inch. Kazuya counted in his head how much they had time and how much he could keep sleeping if he didn’t go with his normal morning routine, but it didn’t give him much anyway, so he sat up, focusing his eyes on Jin. He was sleeping, hair all messed up, his chest calmly rising and lowering.
Kazuya stood up, taking his phone and putting the alarm off. He decided to make some breakfast for them, and bring it to bed. Maybe if Jin would feel some care, his mood would rise a bit. He walked to the kitchen, and it was such a mess. There were dirty plates and everything all over the kitchen, some pizza boxes and some of them had still pizza in them. How come he didn’t notice this yesterday, or at least smell? He walked to the fridge, deciding to ignore all the dirty dishes, and opened it. He blinked few times seeing nothing but few eggs, some beer, booze, ice tea and cheese. Jin needed help. So maybe he couldn’t make him breakfast. What else could he do to show Jin he cared? He could bring him some painkillers and ice tea. That would even be helpful for Jin’s hangover.
Kazuya walked to the toilet where he knew the medicine cabinet was. Thank God the toilet wasn’t that much of a mess. It smelled Jin’s cologne, which made Kazuya want to stay in there forever. He opened the cabinet, lips parting from the shock of his view. The cabinet was full of different pills and medicine. He hadn’t even heard most of them. Where did Jin get all this stuff? Was Jin addicted to drugs? Finally he found the regular painkiller that even he had at his own place, not as strong, though. He took one pill out, walking back to the kitchen, trying to find a clean glass. When he did, he poured it full of ice tea after checking it was still drinkable.
“Jin.” he said gently after walking back to him, and placing the glass and the pill on the table next to the bed. He brought his hand up on Jin’s shoulder, gently moving Jin a little, so he’d wake up. As he got only random mumbling back, Kazuya sighed. “Jin, wake up.” he said then, but all he really wanted to do was to curl up next to Jin under one blanket and go back to sleep. “Jin, we have to get to work in an hour, wake up.”
“Five more minutes.” Jin mumbled, turning his back to Kazuya, who sighed. After only few seconds, though, he sat up, his hair covering most of his face, eyes locked on Kazuya, only half open. He looked at Kazuya awhile, obviously trying to remember last night. Kazuya was afraid that this might happen, that Jin wouldn’t remember. “What the fuck are you doing here?”
“I picked you up last night.” Kazuya said then, after awhile of thinking what to answer. “And ended up falling asleep here.” he finished. Maybe it’s better if Jin doesn’t remember what he said last night. “Here,” he took the pill and the ice tea from the table. “I’m sure these will help.” he smiled passing them to Jin.
Jin accepted them, drinking the ice tea with one gulp. “Thank you.” he said then before he hit his head back to the pillow.
Kazuya couldn’t really read if the awkwardness was Jin actually remembering or his hangover acting. “Jin,” Kazuya made a small smile, wanting to tell Jin to get up and get ready. “Can I use your shower?” When he got no answer, Kazuya looked at Jin, getting flashbacks from their time. He just closed his eyes, letting the smile grow on his face, remembering the good times.
“Jin, baby, you have to get up!” Kazuya bit his lip, sitting on top of Jin. “You promised to take me to the photo shoot!” Kazuya sighed as it seemed to have no affect on the older one. “I guess I have only one choice left.” he whispered, letting his hands slide on Jin’s bare chest. The truth was, he had two options, but he didn’t want to wake Jin up with touching his collarbones, as he usually did if they were busy.
Instead, he placed small kisses on Jin’s chest, lowering the kisses on Jin’s stomach, licking it around the belly button. He let his tongue slide lower and lower and thankfully he didn’t have to take any clothes off, because there were no clothes to take off. Kazuya smirked when he noticed that at least some part of Jin was awake. When Kazuya placed a kiss on Jin’s awaken part, it seemed to wake the rest. First thing escaping from those fully lips of his, was a groan, followed by another moan. Kazuya smirked, lifting his head from the sheets. “You’re up?”
“As you can see, so please don’t tell me you’re going to stop.” Jin whined, lifting his hand to run through Kazuya’s hair and Kazuya wasn’t sure if Jin meant him or his dick. How was Kazuya supposed to stop when Jin was touching him like that?
After Kazuya had finished up with Jin, he laid next to Jin. “Can I use your shower?” he smiled, and closed his eyes when Jin’s hand found his hair again.
“If you don’t mind sharing it.” Jin smirked, and Kazuya knew Jin wanted morning sex in the shower. He always answered like that. He had never showered at Jin’s place alone, that’s why he loved to shower at Jin’s place. They didn’t always have sex in the shower, but kisses and touches were always included, and Kazuya liked that.
“Did you fall asleep again?” Kazuya pouted, looking at Jin when he got no answer. “Jin.” Kazuya basically pulled Jin to it up. “Can I use your shower?”
“I’m up, I’m up.” Jin murmured messing his hair a bit. “I feel like I’m still drunk.” he made a small chuckle. “What was it again?” he looked at Kazuya, still looking like he had no idea what was happening.
“For the third time, can I use your shower?”
Jin looked at his alarm clock. They had 55 minutes before they had to be at work. So if they both shower, it’ll take at least 40 minutes because when Kazuya gets into shower, he starts living there. But then there is one problem, he has to eat something. And he can’t eat while Kazuya showers because there isn’t anything to eat. Jin looked at Kazuya, leaning a bit closer, trying out something. “If you don’t mind sharing it.” he said few inches apart.
“Eh? Uh- um..” a slight blush raised on Kazuya’s face. It’s not like Jin haven’t seen him naked before, but this time it’s different. It’s not the same. It’s not. “Okay.” he ended up saying then. “And after that we’ll grab some breakfast on our way to work, right?”
“I’m paying.” Jin said then, not showing how surprised he was on the fact that Kazuya agreed to shower with him. “Just pick the place.” it felt- nice. To be like this with Kazuya. Jin got up then, stretching a bit. After all, he had two and half hours of sleep plenty of more hours of partying.
“Y-yeah, okay.” It felt kind of awkward for Kazuya. But part of him missed Jin so much he couldn’t help it. Even if the situation was totally different. And they couldn’t touch, or kiss. Just getting back to that moment, that feeling, it would be enough. It was weird, to feel so awkward while undressing himself in front of Jin. Usually they basically competed of which would be naked first, but now it seemed like this time the slower one wins. When Kazuya had only boxers on, he walked to Jin who already yhad only a towel around his waist. “You still keep towels-”
“Yeah, just get one for you and join me.” Jin said, pulling the towel and walking to the shower, showing Kazuya his bare ass.
Kazuya gulped once before walking to the dresser on Jin’s bedroom. He opened the drawrer and smiled, when the scent of Jin’s clothes came to his nose. He took the towel from the top, noticing that his towel was under it. Jin kept his towel? Kazuya once left it at Jin’s place because they thought he’d need it there anyway, that was the beginning of Kazuya realizing his feelings for Jin. He couldn’t believe Jin kept it.
The next problem was whether he should talk about to Jin or not. If he did, it could develop into either large embaressement of Jin’s, which he didn’t really need right now, or him confessing to Kazuya, which would put Kazuya into difficult position. So perhaps it’s better if he wouldn’t talk about it to Jin.
When he opened the door, and saw Jin, standing in the shower, head thrown back, water running through him, he had to fight back of the urge to talk about the towel and make it lead into sex. He decided to say nothing, and just step in, putting the towel on top of the washing machine. He stepped next to Jin, getting a welcome smile form him. The water was already warm as Kazuya got under it. After getting his hair wet, Kazuya reached for some shower gel, trying not to touch Jin, but it was basically impossible because Jin was between him and the shampoos and shower gels. When their skins touched, both of them froze for a small second before continuing what they were doing, not sharing a word. Kazuya poured some shower gel onto his hand and started washing his chest and stomach with it.
He had to steal a glance at Jin, still eyes closed, washing himself. Realizing he couldn’t spy on Jin, he looked away and continued, washing himself, moving his hand lower to wash his cock. He felt sort of embaressed, like he was touching himself in front of Jin. When he heard Jin clearing his throat, maybe moaning a little, he had to look at Jin, and he found Jin, watching him, washing his own cock. Kazuya looked away right away, wondering if Jin was really doing what Kazuya thought he was doing, but he couldn’t look down and make sure. In the end, he couldn’t fight the curousity, so he loked back at Jin. Kazuya didn’t even remember Jin being this big because few nights away, the room was dark and he didn’t really look. He just- felt. Kazuya watched Jin as Jin rubbed soap into his pubic hair on either side of his cock, rubbing his hands up and down on the insides of his thighs. Kazuya wanted to look away, he really wanted to, he just couldn’t get his attention away from Jin’s cock. He wanted it, he wanted it so bad.
When Kazuya didn’t really focus on what he himself was doing, he suddenly felt his cock starting to thicken out and grow stiffer, partly in response to the attentions of his soapy hands, and partly in response to watching Jin washing his cock. Kazuya felt a slight blush rising to his face. Should he start thinking about his grandma? Instead of starting to think of his grandmother, Kazuya turned back to look at Jin, who had moved to wash his arse. His hands moved away from it and Kazuya heard him squeeze shower gel onto one of them. Kazuya had always loved Jin’s ass. It was smooth and soft. And even though Kazuya had fucked Jin only couple of times, he could remember how his ass felt like.
Jin reached for the shower gel in the steam and squirted some onto his hand. He brought his hands closer to Kazuya, and rubbed the soap onto Kazuya’s chest, lathering it around his nipples, and drew swirling patterns with his hands on the smooth, hairless skin. He looked up at Kazuya, his deep brown eyes more serious now, and said, “You don't mind, do you?”
Kazuya couldn’t help, but to shake his head as Jin’s hands moved downwards to his stomach, rubbing soapy water into Kazuya’s skin making patterns with his fingers. Jin moved further downwards, gently kneading his fingers through Kazuya’s pubic hair and then stroked them upwards along the curved stem of his aching cock. Kazuya pushed his hips out further, telling Jin to continue, and Jin smiled before he started gently working Kazuya’s foreskin upwards and downwards with his soapy hand. His other moved down to Kazuya’s butt cheek and cupped it, squeezing and playing with it.
Jin enjoyed the moment. He could touch Kazuya, and Kazuya wasn’t refusing him, and they were both sober- kind of. He closed his eyes, continuing to massage Kazuya’s ass with his other hand and fastening his rhythm on his other hand. When Kazuya let out a small sound, close enough to call it a groan, Jin opened his eyes to see Kazuya, flushed and trying to act normal when he was clearly embarrassed for some reason. Perhaps cause he would think later of this as a mistake. But right now, Jin didn’t care. He rubbed his hand up and down, feeling Kazuya moving his hand on Jin’s neck, running his other hand through Jin’s hair.
When Kazuya felt Jin letting go of his cock, he felt such disappointment. He opened his eyes, still running his hands through Jin’s hair. Jin was stepping closer to him, their chest were touching, as they were basically hugging. The water kept running through their bodies, as their eyes locked. And when Jin licked his lips, Kazuya knew, they were going to share the most amazing and meaningful kiss so far in their relationship or whatever it was. Kazuya closed his eyes as he saw Jin leaning in, automatically grabbing Jin’s hair a bit harder than before. And then he felt it; the softest, gentlest brush of lips against the corner of his mouth. Jin pressed slow, lingering kisses along his bottom lip, suckling it between his teeth. Jin gently grazed his nose against Kazuya’s and his breath left him in a rush, but it wasn't because of how very good a kisser Jin obviously was. That simple brush of noses brought back a memory of Jin and him when they were seeing secretly, memories of his deep, probing tongue and the heady taste of him, the masculine scent that made Kazuya’a whole body shudder with awareness, and that welcomed weight of him on top of him. And then Jin nipped at him, ever so slightly, and a shiver ran down Kazuya’s spine.
Jin’s fingers feathered through Kazuya’s hair at his temples, grazing down the shell of his ear. Kazuya felt the warmth of Jin turning him around, as Jin brushed Kazuya’s hair out of his way, and then places wet kisses all over the back of Kazuya’s neck. Kazuya opened his eyes, trying to wake up, because it had to be a dream. He was in shower, with Jin, feeling his touches and kisses. And when he felt Jin’s tongue sliding down his back, he let out a moan, dazing the wall. Jin’s hot tongue stopped right before his ass, before placing soft kisses on it, and Kazuya remembered again just how hard he was. “J-Jin.” he let out finally. “Please.” he said, turning around to find Jin, looking up at him. “Just please.”
Jin released a smirk, before he pushed Kazuya gently to sit on the edge of his bathtub. Without further discussion, he started licking at Kazuya’s bell end, teasing it with his tongue, sucking at Kazuya’s cock like it was a lollipop. Kazuya grabbed his head, smoothing his wet hair and rubbing his scalp. Jin grabbed Kazuya’s ass, holding a cheek in each hand, gently massaging them. Jin put his lips around Kazuya’s bell end, drawing it into his mouth and licking it with his tongue when it was inside. Jin kept returning to it with his tongue, teasing it and making Kazuya shudder with pleasure. Then Jin gave a quick look at Kazuya before taking as much as he could into his mouth before pulling back and doing it again. He started to develop a rhythm, sucking Kazuya’s cock and sweeping up and down Kazuya’s length with his lips. His middle fingers started pushing into the bum’s cleft, forcing it open and hunting inside it for Kazuya’s hole.
Kazuya gripped Jin’s head and started thrusting his cock deeper into his mouth. Jin maintained his own rhythm, sucking Kazuya’s cock and then withdrawing, sucking it and withdrawing, over and over. Jin’s fingers found Kazuya’s hole and one of them started pushing itself into Kazuya. Kazuya was torn between wanting to push his cock forwards further into Jin’s mouth and pushing his ass backwards further onto his finger. Jin kept this up for just a few seconds before Kazuya felt the familiar sensations of approaching orgasm and he pulled back from Jin, almost falling into the tub when he released it all.
Jin smiled gently to Kauzuya. That sort of smile made Kazuya want to pull Jin again into a kiss. He always loved kissing Jin. Every morning, every time they met, every time the other one left, every time they got the chance to, he loved kissing Jin. Kazuya sat up properly, pulling Jin into a kiss. At the moment, he didn’t care if they were late for work. What he cared was that he was able to touch Jin, kiss Jin. Even if it was a secret.
Kazuya stood up, smiling at Jin when the kiss broke, turning around, and leaning on the tub with his arms. Kazuya loved how there was no words needed. They had no trouble having conversations, but when they had sex, they didn’t need any words. It was like they were from the same soul.
Jin leaned a bit forward, placing kisses on Kazuya’s upper back, reaching down to hold his dick to roll a condom on it before he squated down on it so that, with a squelch, he entered Kazuya’s hole. He grinned from the pleasure and moaned out loud. Kazuya had to support himself, holding the tub because Jin was using quite much force. When Jin thrust his hips upwards, pushing his cock deeper into Kazuya, he let out a moan, going straight to Kazuya’s spine, making him shiver. Jin bit gently Kazuya’s upper back between soft kisses, thrusting his cock into him further, feeling his orgasm nearing. Kazuya threw his head back, moaning as Jin’s pace started to fasten as a sign of him nearly finishing. “Faster.” Kazuya moaned, from the pleasure filling him. And Jin took no time before obeying. He started thrusting into Kazuya faster, hearing him gasp as Jin’s cock slid in and out. “Oh, yeah.”
Soon Jin felt his orgasm overwhelm him and his own white juice squirting out into the condom. Pulling back, Jin rolled out the condom, throwing it into the carbage. He threw his head back, eyes closed, letting the pleasure fill his body. They spend few silent minutes in the shower before getting out, starting to dry themselves and getting dressed. “Um, Jin?” Kazuya broke the silence when Jin walked past him, wearing only jeans, showing his boxers. Jin stopped and turned to see Kazuya. “Can you borrow me some shirt? I don’t want to wear the same as yesterday.” he asked then, slightly embaressed.
“Yeah, pick up which ever you want.” Jin said then, continuing his trip to get some ice tea to drink.
Kazuya ended up with Jin’s t-shirt that was black and it had some soccer team logo on it. It wasn’t too big for Kazuya, and it didn’t really matter what he was wearing because they will change their clothes anyway on the set. “How much time we have?” Kazuya asked then, knowing that they had exactly but he wanted the akwardness to low down a bit.
“We gotta be at the set in 25 minutes.” Jin answers, walking back to Kazuya, taking a shirt standing right behind Kazuya. “So, what do you want to eat?” he said, almost whispered making Kazuya unable to move. Kazuya wasn’t sure if he should be relived or sad of the fact tat Jin acted like nothing just happened.
“Whatever is fine. Let’s just take some fast food on the way.” Kazuya said then, moving away from Jin’s danger zone. Before he had the chance to step further away, Jin grabbed his arm, not really watching him in the eyes.
“S-should we like- talk about- what happened?” Jin asked, and Kazuya could see the blush rising on his cheeks. So Jin was thinking of it, bothered about it? He didn’t think like nothing happened. Now to think of it, it was Kazuya who told Jin that it was a mistake they slept together in the first place. And it was Jin who told Kazuya that hearing that made him basically an alcoholic. Doing nothing but drinking and using drugs.
“U-un.” Kazuya nodded, turning to face Jin. “I’m sorry, that I said it was a mistake before.” he said then, sitting on Jin’s bed. When Kazuya started with the words I’m sorry, Jin’s heart sank. He felt like Kazuya was going to tell him how it was wrong what they were doing and it should never happen again. “I don’t think it was a mistake.” he said then.
Jin listened to Kazuya talking. He walked closer to Kazuya, sitting next to him. Was Kazuya saying they could continue this? If that’d happen, Jin would be ready to start beliving in God. “So..”
“I like to have you around.” Kauzya said then, being afraid to look at Jin. “Especially around as in inside me.” he smiled. “So what I’m trying to say here- is that I prefer you secretly more than no you at all.” he ended up saying, massaging his lips, waiting for Jin to answer. But when there was no answer, Kazuya lifted his eyes to look at Jin, to find him, smiling and dazing at Kazuya, almost in tears. Seeing Jin like that, made Kazuya feel loved.
Jin was about to lean in to seal the deal, but Kazuya leaned back. “What?”
“We need to have some rules.”
Jin didn’t really like the sound of that. “Rules?” He had lot of stuff in mind of what Kazuya may have meant. Something like in normal relationships, like no dating others, no having sex with others, no flirting with others and stuff like this, but what Kazuya was about to say surprised Jin.
“I’m not going to tell you to put me in the first place for everything. I mean you can have all the sex you want with other people, flirt with other people, I would appericiate it if you wouldn’t use me as an affair while dating some girl, though.”
“I promise.” Jin smiled, taking Kazuya’s hand. “I won’t date anyone else.” he was again about to lean in, to put the perioid into the end, but it seemed that Kazuya wasn’t finished.
“I have one request.” he said then, seeming to be embarrassed about it. They couldn’t date, be lovey dovey in public, walk hand in hand. They basically couldn’t do anything in public, but that’s one of the things that could make this work. It’s interesting, challenging and exciting to work on it witout getting caught. “Please don’t, um-” he massaged his lips together. “kiss- others.” Kazuya said then, doing his best not to sound like the jealous type. Kazuya bit his lip, suddenly realizing how stupid it must’ve sounded. “I don’t want us to go back to what we were, I want us to be more, even if it’s only a secret.” he said then.
“You’re telling me I can flirt with others, have sex with others, even date others, but you don’t want me to kiss others?” Jin tried to get it straight not really understanding Kazuya’s reasons. “But it’s not us really dating, is it if I have sex with others, or date others, right?” When Kazuya had clearly no idea what Jin meant, Jin couldn’t help but to smile and lean in to kiss Kazuya, tasting his upper lip. “I’m saying I’m fine with only you. No one else.” he whispered against his lips. “As long as it’s between only us.” Jin continued before pressing their lisp together again.
“So-” Kazuya answered the kisses. “We’re- dating?”
Jin smiled against Kazuya’s mouth. “If you’d like to think it that way.” They just had to be careful not to get caught. Jin felt warm inside when he felt Kazuya smiling against his mouth. He wanted to say something cheesy and eat up Kazuya all day, but unfortunately thathad to wait because his stomach just reminded him that he hasn’t eaten anything. “We should go, if we want to eat before we go to work.”
TO BE CONTINUED