moving to Baton Rouge, Louisiana on a private jet in the morning to start working on Twilight Saga Breaking Dawn, or as its referred to as TSBD. im so blessed to have this opportunity and good things do come to those who wait. I am so excited and thankful for the words of encouragement from my family and friends :)

you fill out job application after job application.
sometimes they don't even bother to call you.
sometimes they'll interview you and then you
don't hear from them again. you either go back,
call, fill out another application, or try elsewhere.
but you keep going...
because you need the money. why isn't it like that with relationships?
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love the life you live.
live the life you love.

sometimes she thinks she's strong. sometimes
she thinks she's gone past the point of feeling anything
at all. sometimes she's sure she's crazy. sometimes
she feels like maybe the only way to survive is to stay
angry. and that works fine most of the time,
but some things make her cry.

in rhode island. odd.

so i'm a college graduate... what now?

i'm so good at running away when things get a little more serious...

epic confusion.

i didn't want my picture taken

because i was going to cry. i didn't know why

i was going to cry, but i knew that if anyone spoke

to me or looked at me too closely, the tears would fly

out of my eyes and the sobs would fly out of my throat

and i'd cry for a week. i could feel the tears brimming

and slashing in me like water in a glass
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i like this quote.

If she's amazing, she won't be easy.
If she's easy, she won't be amazing.
If she's worth it, you won't give up.
If you give up, you're not worthy.