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kyasdaughter

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Apr 25, 2011 13:33

adstring sucks, i hate events, ilu friends, i miss my brother, can take care of myself really, stupid events, i hate my life, bad news bears, enough trauma yet ads?, fml, woken up from a damn nap, crazy headache, katara is a network spammer, welp i died, wtf animus, i need more tea, zuko ruined my shit

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[Offline] kyasdaughter April 25 2011, 18:46:10 UTC

-- Aang!

[The word comes out in a surprised cry. She hadn't expected anyone to be there -- she wasn't sure what she was expecting, her last memory being tortured by that ring of wizards, but it wasn't waking up in the clinic to see Aang.

How could she have been that stupid? That trusting?]

I'm so sorry.

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[Offline] kyasdaughter April 25 2011, 19:43:12 UTC

I still feel stupid. I shouldn't have forgotten you. Forgotten -- everything.

[Shaking slightly from the dump of adrenaline in her system, she motions for Aang to come over.]

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[Video || Private || Unhackable] kyasdaughter April 25 2011, 18:49:18 UTC

[She jumps when his face appears on the screen, and it can't be helped; there's a flash of fear. She has to subdue the kneejerk reaction to turn the PCD off immediately. Instead, Katara just looks away for a moment before addressing him.]

You killed me.

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[Video || Private || Unhackable] kyasdaughter April 25 2011, 19:39:21 UTC

[She can't look into his eyes on the screen. She's not trying very hard, either.]

Would you have done it normally? If you weren't affected by the event, I mean.

[She just.. wants to know.]

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bunny_flower April 25 2011, 19:18:44 UTC

[Unohana didn't stop Katara from leaving. Physically, the girl was fone, and Unohana had made sure she was cleaned up so that she wouldn't wake up covered in gore. She'd feel better at home with her friends.]

How are you feeling, Katar-san?

kyasdaughter April 25 2011, 19:20:17 UTC

.. I don't know. I'm alright, I guess.

[She isn't sure how else to say it. There are flashes of panic, and then.. numbness. It's hard to comprehend what actually happened, so much easier to just pretend that it was a very, very bad dream.]

I just need to.. get used to being awake again, I think. But thank you. For everything.

bunny_flower April 25 2011, 19:32:38 UTC

Do not worry about it.

If you feel that you have a bit of a trouble sleeping in the next few days, just tell me, will you?

kyasdaughter April 25 2011, 19:43:41 UTC

[She can't imagine ever wanting to sleep again in her entire life.]

Of course. Thank you, ma'am.

[Offline] innerfirewithin April 25 2011, 19:33:08 UTC

[He hasn't sat at her bedside at all, since bringing her to the clinic, but he's been outside.

Making sure no one who isn't supposed to see Katara comes in to see her.

But the moment he hears the scream, he's in the doorway, almost breathless -- ]

Katara -- ?

[Offline] kyasdaughter April 25 2011, 19:40:40 UTC

[And Katara jumps when Zuko appears in the doorframe, eyes widening briefly in panic. She's ready to jump up, to defend herself this time, before she realizes who it is and only relaxes marginally.

It's the same response she gave Aang -- she isn't sure how else to answer, and instead greets him with a choked:]

I'm sorry.

[Offline] innerfirewithin April 25 2011, 19:54:41 UTC

[He almost leaves, once he sees Katara's reaction -- but once she apologizes --

What in the hell is she apologizing for? That doesn't make any sense. She didn't --

He steps forward a little hesitantly before sitting by the bed.]

Why are you sorry?

[Offline] kyasdaughter April 25 2011, 19:58:48 UTC

[A brief flash of relief hits her face when Zuko steps inside instead of just leaving. She throws her legs over the side of the bed, trembling slightly still when she turns to face him.]

I shouldn't have done that. I shouldn't have let myself get hurt. I died, didn't I? I've been dead.

[Because she knows. She knows time has passed -- she knows they didn't let her get out of there alive.]

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[Video//Private//Unhackable] feel_nevermore April 25 2011, 20:31:36 UTC

...Katara.

I'm so sorry.

[Video//Private//Unhackable] kyasdaughter April 25 2011, 20:34:35 UTC

[Sorry, Raven: she thought she was ready for this, but she can't look at your face on the screen.]

It wasn't your fault.

[Video//Private//Unhackable] feel_nevermore April 25 2011, 20:45:20 UTC

[It hurts to see her look away, but she can't really blame her. Raven had feared she wouldn't even talk to her.] It was.

...I fled, knowing you were about to get killed. And before that I hurt you. [She fled because her human side couldn't stand the idea of seeing Katara die.] You saved me, but I couldn't save you.

[Video//Private//Unhackable] kyasdaughter April 25 2011, 20:53:45 UTC

It was an event, Raven. I should have been able to defend myself. I shouldn't have been stupid enough to go to the wastes with a stranger, even while under the effects of an event.

[The words come quickly, quietly.]

I don't blame you. You're still my friend. I just --

[It's hard to keep her voice level.]

I'm just going to need some time.

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