About Me
Warning: I love unabashedly and fully
- I probably love a character you dislike -
Haters leave your hate at the door or don't come in.
I'm a 20-something female getting my Masters in English at a not-top University. This blog began (oh so long ago) as a literal journal, a private space to write in (born and bred Mormon - could never quite kick the obsessive need to journal EVERY SINGLE MOMENT OF MY LIFE, even after declaring self Atheist Pagan) but within a couple of years became mostly a fandom spot. I'm a Literature person (and a Theory-head to boot) so sometimes I will get a little... nutty about things - particularly TV.
THESIS: Currently working on (/talking about working on) the dynamics of fanfiction and Buffy - particularly focusing on Dawn. If you want to talk to me about how much you (a) love/hate Joss (b) love/hate fandom (c) love/hate writing (d) LOVE Dawn's cute little mug OR any combination of these .... right now this is what I live for :)
Most postings are Open - I'm not really afraid of lurkers (especially since most of the time - I am one!) - except those personal or directed to my flist especially. HOWEVER! Feel free to friend me, I may not friend back right away unless you comment/talk to me regularly - or I've seen your shiny self around. Feel free to comment here if you have any questions or just want me to know who you are!!! *waves* Hello stalkers!
That inevitable list of fandoms and ships:
[I ship things sometimes]
Buffy the Vampire Slayer
Dawn, Faith, Tara, Anya, Spike, Ford, Willow, Buffy
Spike/Buffy
Buffy/Tara
Anya/Giles
Faith/Wesley
Dawn/Faith
Ford/Narrative
Dawn/Spike (friendship)
Angel the Series
Cordy, Fred, Wesley, Lilah, Illyria, Spike
Cordy/Angel
Fred/Wesley(/Lilah)
Ilyria/Wesley
Illyria/Spike
The Vampire Diaries
Elena, Caroline, Jeremy, Anna, Katherine, Rebekah,Katherine
Elena/Damon
Elena/Caroline
Elena/Katherine
Caroline/Klaus
Jeremy/Anna
Jeremy/Katherine
Damon/Katherine
Elijah/Katherine
Rebekah/Klaus(/Caroline)
Elena/Caroline/Bonnie
Jeremy/Caroline
Alias
Sydney, Spydaddy, Sark
Sydney/Vaughn
Sydney/Sark
Sydney+Jack
Jack/his face
Sydney/Lauren
Lauren/Sark(/Vaughn/Sydney)
Camelot
Merlin, Morgan
Merlin/everyone
Morgan/Merlin
Dance Academy
Abby, Kat, Christian
Kat/Christian
Abby/Kat
Abby/Ethan
Doctor Who
10, 11, Amelia Pond, Rory Pond, River Song, Martha, Clara, Tardis
Martha/Mikey
Amy/Rory
River/12(?)
Tardis/11
Tardis/River(/dark!Amy)
Gossip Girl
Jenny, Blair
Jenny/Blair
Blair/Chuck
Blair/Serena
Blair/Dan
Blair/happiness
Glee
Rachel, Kurt, Burt, Puck, Quinn, Santana
Rachel/Quinn
Kurt/Blaine
Rachel/Puck
Quinn/Santana
Santana/Brittni
Rachel/Kurt (friendship)
Game of Thrones
Arya, Sansa, Dani
Sansa/Hound
Arya/Sansa
Hart of Dixie
Lemon, Zoe, Levon, Wade
Lemon/Zoe
Lemon/Levon
Zoe/Wade
Lemon+Wade
Lemon+Annabeth
Zoe/Wade/Levon
Simpsons
Lisa
Supernatural
Dean, Jo, Bela, Anna, Ruby
Dean/his Grim Reaper
Dean/Bela
Jo/Anna
Victorious
Jade, Cat, Beck, Tori
Jade/Beck
Jade/Beck/Cat
Tori/Cat
Tori/Andre
Tori/Cat/Andre
Robbie/Trina(/Cat)
Jade/Tori
Jade/Tori/Cat
Wizards of Waverly Place
Alex Russo
Alex/Justin
Alex/Harper
Harper/Gerry
Twin Peaks
Audrey Horne
Audrey/Cooper
Roswell
Isabel, Maria, Kyle, Michael, Tess, alt!Tess, future!Max
Isabel/Kyle
Maria/Michael
Isabel/Tess
Tess/Liz
Kyle/Tess
LOST
Kate, Cassidy, Juliet, Sayid, Shannon, Jack, Sawyer, Ben, Jin
Jack/Sawyer(/Kate)
Jack/Kate
Juliet/Sawyer
Kate/Claire
Kate/Cassidy
Kate/Juliet
Sayid/Shannon
Shannon/Boone
John/Ben
BROTPS:
Sayid/Danielle
Jack/Juliet
Jack/Ana Lucia
Jack/John
Jin/Sawyer
Kate/Sayid
Once Upon a Time
Regina, Ruby, Emma, Pan, Belle, Hook
Regina/Emma
Pan/everyone
Ruby/Snow
Ruby/Belle
Tink/Regina
Ariel/Ruby
Veronica Mars
Veronica, Mac, Weevil, Logan
Veronica/Weevil/Logan
Boy Meets World
Rachel, Angela, Topanga, Shawn, Eric
Shawn+Corey
Rachel/Angela
Shawn/Angela
Corey/Topanga(/Shawn)
Eric/Jack/Rachel
Teen Wolf
Allison, Lydia, Danny, Isaac
Allison/Lydia
Allison/Isaac
Allison/Lydia/Erica/Cora
Danny/boys
Danny/Stiles
Stiles/boys
Lost Girl
Kenzi, Tamsin
Bo/Kenzi
Bo/Kenzi/Dyson
Kenzi/Dyson
the 100
Clarke, Octavia, Raven, Bellamy
Clarke/Raven
Clarke/Raven/Bellamy
Raven/Bellamy
Octavia/Licoln
Octavia/Bellamy
Crossover/AU ships
Dawn Summers/Kim Sunggyu
Dawn Summers/Allison Argent
Dawn Summers/Bella Swan
Dawn Summers/Clary Fray
Dawn Summers/Elena Gilbert
Dawn Summers/Amy Pond/Clara Oswald
Faith Lehane/Ruby 2.0
Buffy Summers/Obi Wan Kenobi
The Long-Suffering Wives Club
Fei, Spike, Woohyun, Dean Winchester
The Very-Confused Husbands Club
Jia, Buffy, Sunggyu, Castiel
The Korean Dramas I Have Seen:
Boys Over Flowers
Goong (Princess Hours)
City Hunter
Coffee Prince
You're Beautiful
Lie to Me
Flower Boy Next Door
The Heirs
The Ultimate Fic List
Note on the fic: listed in order of publication date, newer stuff is on the bottom
Noona-Verse
Origins (21 chapters)
In which Faith joins the story (Faith/Ruby[/Sam]) 1440
untitled (Hoya + Myungsoo) 915
In which Spike meets Dean (Spuffy, Dean/Bela) 940
crashing-smashing (Sam/Faith/Ruby) 2600
when the blood flows, i'll be there (Dawn & Woohyun) 1400
but i'm just the donut guy [one] [two] [three] (Hoya/Jia, Sungjong/Minha)
Buffyverse
the old rules don't apply anymore (Anya/Giles) ~2,100
untitled (Dawn) 593
being feeling, angry human (Dawn) 290
oh you're here, too? (Buffy, Anya) 2700
just like you (Dawn, Buffy) 923
breathing for mine (slayer!Drusilla/OFC) 1617
give me the child (Spike/Dawn) ~400
alone, for now (Fred/Faith) ~1900
finding a balance (Buffy/Tara) 900
someday I'll be a real girl (Buffy, Faith) ~2000
what men want (what men need) (Inara/Jasmine) 1300
mirrors (Drusilla/Buffy) 589
aftershock (Buffy, Dawn, Joyce, Faith) 700
your gods and your heroes (Dawn/Cordelia) 2000
no surprises here (Dawn/Cordelia) 597
a light in the dark (Willow/Faith/Cordelia) 800
#hashtagthis (Dawn/Spike) 2297
i'd howl to the mood if i thought you'd hear me (Dawn, Buffy) 1338
some springrolls with those nachos (Willow, Sheila) 3300
pink bubblegum and white scars (Harmony/Kaylee) 930
no hunting at work (Birthdayverse!Cordy/Vampire!Willow) 1500
your fingers are a compass, they always point to my heart (Buffy/Nikki) 4000
this damn one starbucks town (Jenny/Joyce) 1100
your cards are just a mirror, you're reading them wrong (Jenny/Willow)
practicing revenge (Kendra/Cordelia) 540
i dare you to bet me (Cordy/Dawn/Faith) 1200
dreams dreams shattered dreams (Illyria/Drusilla) 850
no lies, no apologies (Buffy/Tara) 2000
postcards postmarked (Buffy, Dawn) 1800
shopping? for weapons right? (Buffy/Faith) 1600
see anything you like (Dawn/Janice) 1000
let me pencil you in (Buffy/Willow) 1700
signifying nothing (Dawn) 30,000
- Multi-chapter fic:
---- blurring the lines (Tara/Buffy, Dawn/Allison Argent)
1 - ( part one) (355)
2 - slipping right down (1000)
3 - faces in the mirror (1300)
--- finding a balance (Tara/Buffy, Dawn, Anya/Sam, Olivia, Sunggyu)
1- finding a balance (900)
2- her bark is worse than her bite (1860)
3- what you want and what you get (1148)
4- the kids are alright (3000)
5- feng shui (2700)
6- what they learn (1000)
--- Cleveland Slayer Tower Series (Dawn, Amanda, Logan, Kira, Meghan, Faith)
1- undercover agent style (2000)
2- someone to be quiet with (2300)
- Life: An Experiment Universe
life - an experiment (Dawn, Spike) 1080
choices (Dawn, Spike, Angel/Cordy) 2900
in memory of the middle child (Dawn, Spike, Faith) 3939
My Face, My Heart (Faith, Spike, Dawn) 4,893
a slip (Dawn, Elena Gilbert) 1,400
giggle (Buffy) 164
Late Nights and Early Mornings (Spike/Buffy, Dawn) 914
Surviving (Dawn, Spike/Buffy, phantom-Dennis, Connor, Faith) 2300
Spike's Phone (Spike/Buffy, Scoobies, Dawn) 2,158
kpop RPF
Just Like Any Other Day (Infinite 2woogyu) 2873
pancakes and noodles (Infinite 2woogyu) 1100
we are two sharp edges, come between us and make us soft (Infinite 2wooyeol) 1900
the unexpected [ part one] [ part two] (Infinite Myungsoo/OFC)
emotional black mail. your move. [ part one] [ part two] [ part three] (Infinite ot7) 6200
a systematic abuse of the buddy system (BEG Ga-In, Miryo) 1800
how to break hearts and lose your own (Infinite, ShinEE, JYJ | JaeWooKey, OT7) 5,000
why do you look, to see what I know (Infinite, gyusoo) 1000
have you paid yet? this doesn't come for free (Infinite, sunggyu)
The Vampire Diaries
One Young Hand, One Old (Kat, Elena) 700
Waiting for you... [ Kat] [ Elena] 5,000
Over-Identification (Damon/Elena/Wuthering Heights) 1648
Remember Her (Jeremy) 4,000
Surrounded by the Dead (Jeremy/Anna) 800
the gentlest touch (Elena/Damon) 2,099
Sunday Panties (Elena) 450
One. Two. (Elena) 1,500
watching you like this (Alaric/Damon, Damon & Jeremy, Damon/Elena, Anna/Jeremy) 2,300
When you tell my story, Don't forget Me (Anna, Pearl, OMC) {written for heroinebigbang} 16,085
a viper (Bonnie) 1231
I'm calling you at the end of the world (Damon/Petrova dopplegangers) 563
three times a wife, never a bride (Elena) 1750
cupcakes are for little girls (blood is for vampires) (Bonnie; Caroline; Elena) 221
Playing House (Jeremy/Caroline) 3300
In Our Noir Life [ part one] [ part two] [ part three] (Damon/Elena) 11000
let's keep playing this game with your pink socks to remind us how (Jeremy/Caroline) 1660
years away and nowhere to go (Rebekah/Elena) 730
sorry not sorry (Caroline/Enzo) 500
chasing us down the old highway (Caroline/Elena/Bonnie) 1100
red dinosaurs and peanut butter (Elena + Jeremy) 1500
a better way (Caroline/Katherine) 1500
Harry Potter
One Embrace (Ginny/Luna/Neville, Ginny/Harry) 1170
In the Weeks that Follow (Ginny/Harry, Ron/Hermione, Luna) 2,000
burnt christmas pie (Ginny, Hermione) 3,430
the magic of words (Harry/Ginny) 1,600
four times through the fire (four stories of four) (Helga/Rowena/Salazar/Godric) 1666
i thank god for these bruises because they prove we are real (Sirius/Lily[/James]) 2200
we're just friends, right? [ draco's version] [ prologue] (Ginny/Blaise/Draco) 5,000
what mother doesn't know (Ginny/Blaise) 2000
if you were happy every day of your life you wouldn't be a human being (Hermione) 3100gather your peace like fine woven threads (Cho/Ginny) 3,000
our best kept secret (Ginny/Blaise/Draco) 2,000
someday I'll be a real girl (Ginny/Harry) 500
salt and pepper (Ginny + Hermione) 1500
purple hands it is then (Ginny + Luna + Cho) 2400
[victorious]
Victorious
what she'll remember (Jade/Beck) 1000
being cat valentine (Cat + cast) 1,200
running ragged (Beck, Jade/Beck, Tori, Beck/Cat) 1,100
did it hurt? when you crawled your way up from the depths of hell? (Jade) 3800
let's sing a song of all the mistakes we should have made (Tori/Cat+ot7) 18000
Veronica Mars
there's no room at the round table for people like us (Veronica/Weevil/Logan) 1000
all the little things (Veronica/Logan) 314
with capes and stuff (Veronica/Logan/Weevil) 700
patterns in the sand (Veronica/Logan/Weevil) 1430
let's keep count, one plus one is three (Veronica/Logan/Weevil) 1676
smile, the end is nigh (Gia, Logan, Dick, Madison, Mac, Veronica, Weevil) 2016
i think i dropped my superhero mask down a stormdrain (Veronica/Weevil/Logan) 900
The Heirs
what is there in the end but unspoken words (Eunsang) 766
she likes to ruin them (she likes to watch) (Rachel/Eunsang/Youngdo[/Tan]) 1300
i want to watch you shatter like glass (Eunsang/Tan) 1000
love isn't feeling, it's war (Eunsang[/Tan/Youngdo]) 1100
daughters and sons and broken hearts (Ki-ae, Tan) 1200
the monster in me wants to eat the boy in you (Youngdo, Tan) 1000
crushing all your walls right down (Eunsang/Youngdo) 3800
i don't want to name you tonight, let's just stay faceless in the dark (Eunsang/Rachel) 1000
the 100
sorry for wanting so much (bellarke) 1000
what's so dangerous about a look in the dark? (braven) 877
delusions of grandeur (braven) 590
----shall I play the hunted? (bravenlarke) chapter one
chapter two
Gossip Girl
swallow me whole (jack/georgina) 325
almost lost you (blair/jenny) 1300
after hours (Blair/Jenny) 1300
the silver girl and her night queen (Blair/Jenny) 3000
where i sit long after you're gone (Blair + Serena) 600
Teen Wolf
through the looking glass (Lydia/Allison) 793
the lies we tell ourselves (Lydia/Allison) 5500
being female (Allison/Scott/Isaac) 1420
Arrow
like a puzzle already solved [1] {2} [3] (Smiggle)
i know you are but what am i? (Thea) word count: 650
sweetness and compromises (Laurel/Felicity) word count: 500
just flip the switch and watch (Thea/Tommy) 1400
sorry about the blood, it isn't all mine (Thea/Tommy/Oliver) 1000
my sister is a bartender (Thea/Tommy) 1400
you can't be her everyone, hey let's be a family (Thea/Tommy/Oliver) 2000
tease (v) to pull apart (Thea/Tommy) 2700
we are merlyns (Thea/Tommy) 4000
why am i alive? (Laurel) 1030
Roswell
like a mirror painted black (Roswell Maria/Michael/Liz) word count: 500
patented disaster (Roswell, Michael/Liz) 1300
and I saw stars (Sean/Liz) 5900
crossovers
a slip (BtVS/tVD - Dawn, Elena) word count: ~1,400
when the stars are stars again (BtVS/Doctor Who/tVD - dark!Amelia/Dawn/Elena) word count: ~300
come back to me [part one] (BtVS/Harry Potter - Dawn/Ginny) word count: ~3600
fire and ice (BtVS/Twilight - Dawn/Bella) word count: 425
this little body of mine (BtVS/Teen Wolf - Dawn/Allison) word count: ~1160
shadow girls (BtVS/Hunger Games - Dawn/Prim) word count: 3550
running away isn't so hard as they say (BtVS/tVD Caroline/Klaus; Caroline/Dawn) word count: 421
this was just for me (BtVS/tVD Elena/Dawn) word count: 537
do's and dont's at community college (BtVS/Community - Dawn/Annie) word count: 1754
it's only a game (BtVS/Community - Dawn/Annie/Abed) word count: 832
what a world (BtVS/True Detective Buffy/Rust/Maggie; Dawn/Audrey) word count: 1340
when the timing is right (BtVS/tVD Buffy/Caroline) word count: 1190
pokerface (Hunger Games/BtVS Dawn, Katniss) word count: 1400
what an agent forgets (MCU/BtVS Dawn/Skye, Kate Bishop) word count: 2236
yeah? write me a new one [one] {two} [three] (BtVS/Labyrinth, Dawn/Sarah Williams)
pretty silver lines (BtVS/tVD/Who, Dawn/Caroline, Amy) word count: 1100
blame it on me (BtVS/Arrow, Dawn/Thea) 780
catch your teeth upon my wounds and make me bleed (Veronica Mars/Gossip Girl; Jenny/Veronica/Weevil/Logan(/Lilly)) 700
i am everything you didn't (peter pan/wendy/susan pevensie) 1,500
who needs saving? (Veronica Mars/X-Files; Veronica, Mulder/Scully) 900
- Multi-chapter fic
--- hearing, seeing (BtVS/Heirs - Dawn/Eunsang, Spike)
whiskey and hot sauce in strawberry shakes word count: ~900
madness let's fall word count: ~1800
--- destiny came a calling (btvs/tvd/tmi - Dawn, Allison/Lydia, Clary)
destiny ( chapter one)
copper and axinite ( summer) ( spring) (autumn - part a; part b) ( winter)
--- pomegranates (btvs/tvd/twilight/mythology; Dawn/Elena)
chapter one
misc
In Our Next Life (Glee - Rachel/Quinn) word count: 140
moving too fast (Once Upon a Time - Mary Margaret, Emma) word count: 500
unconditional strength (Snow White and the Huntsman - Snow) word count: 520
like a summer's day (Oz the Great and Powerful - Evanora/Glinda/Theodora) word count: 2, 069
an old box on a cloud (Doctor Who - Tardis/11, River) word count: 765
we are always shadow (LOST - Danielle, Alex, Sayid) word count: ~450
back in the space where she is cleansed and healed (Hamlet - Ophelia) word count: 79
i didn't start out this way (Tolkien [The Hobbit] - original dragon) word count: 226
untitled (The Mortal Instruments - Jace/Clary) word count: 885
possessive (The Lizzie Bennet Diaries - Lydia/Gigi) word count: 100
and they say I'm the prickly one (Hunger Games - Annie, Katniss/Johanna) word count: 1500
hold still, the painting's almost done (Community - annie/abed) word count: 802
smoke and flame ( HP Ginny/Tom ; Teen Wolf Lydia/Peter) word count: 372
in my thirteenth year, I met a girl and made her queen (GG Blair/Jenny) word count: 827
rumor has it (Anne of Green Gables Anne/Gilbert) word count: ~4000
they'll never write a story about us (Community - annie/abed) word count: ~400
harder than you, softer than me (MCU: Guardians of the Galaxy Nebula/Gamora) word count: ~1100
happy people (One Tree Hill Brooke/Peyton) word count: 761
three reasons benedick hobbes will never be a hero (nothing much to do ben/bea) word count: 790
no, she won't make her pain pretty for you (Wicked Lovely, Leslie) word count: 890
just wait a little longer (Lost Girl, Dyson/Kenzi) word count: 500
the scarecrow asked for a brain so he got a broken heart (Pretty Little Liars, Spencer/Mona) word count: 300
adulthood is sometimes when megan is megan in flesh and bone (Laggies, Megan) word count: 1500
there are no secrets between bedfellows (except all the ones that count) (PLL, Hanna/Mona) word count: 1200
a girl isn't a mirror (Community, Abed/Annie) 640
like a chain around my neck, keeping me afloat (Pirates, Elizabeth/Jack) 1000
you and me and my ghost makes three (the Mummy, Evelyn/Rick) 1200
being a story of gravy boats and break-ups and hope, maybe (FRIENDS rewrite) 6,800
Sunset (an original series)
chapter one
chapter one-point-five
chapter two
chapter three