this has been, i think, a good week ( Read more... )

i guess having not much to do at work pays off in some way bc i am finally reading the things i will never finish reading in an attempt to look like i'm not just playing

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as absurd historically significant shit happens my anxieties from january are resurfacing, from the times i went to ask mary rather pathetically about how 2 be a good person and what if we look back in several decades and find ourselves on the wrong side of history ( Read more... )

i hate to say it but being here is always just a matter of time before i am annoyed into locking myself in my room and pretending to sleep ( Read more... )

i feel like i just had the best day of my life the last few days i have just wanted to die and now it genuinely feels like all is right with the world CATS ARE SO IMPORTANT also we saw a rly big saggy dog on the way to lunch and i think it was tied to a gate supposed to look scary and mean but there was just a bunch of people cooing over it and ( Read more... )

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was jus thinking about dance trip and for some reason one of the first things that came to my mind was what will i be worrying about then? and also: what work will i bring? and then i realised i won't rly have things to be worrying about or work to bring which is a little shocking and i also want to skip the next month so i can go live in the Small ( Read more... )

feeling too human, like there is too much within me to control or rein in, and there is so much Human Stuff in there that it's not really human any more, at once wanting desperately to be 'normal' (or feeling a responsibility to - i don't have the Right to be like this??) and not being able to imagine that at all ( Read more... )

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http://www.theonlinecitizen.com/2015/07/we-are-destroying-a-boy/it really bothers me a LOT how much of the stuff that people have been pointing out about how grossly inappropriately he's been treated ( Read more... )