You break it, you break it you bought prologue

Jun 11, 2008 13:41

Series: You break it, you break it you bought
Ch. Title: Why Are We Still Friends
Rating: nc-17
Pairing: akame
Summery: You break it you buy it…Jin broke Kame’s heart and nearly his spirit. Because of him, Kame can’t be happy…what chaos results when Jin decides he can’t live with Kame’s soothing presence.
Notes: For mtfanatic who loves Akame as much as I do and inspired this fic; thank you my dear muse. 
prologue Why are we still friends

ch.1 Here you come again ch.1.5 A thousand days ch.2 Everytime you go away ch.3 Why don’t you kiss him

Akanishi Jin couldn’t sleep…instead of rooming with Junno on the concert tour someone had roomed him with Kame. Kame looked so beautiful in the moonlight that it took his breath away. He had ruined god knows how many magazines because of sexy shoots with Kame. They were so close that neither protested when they were asked to share a bed half-naked or kiss.

We do almost everything that lovers do
And that’s why it’s hard, just to be friends with you

Kame was recovering from a witch who dated Kame just to get to him. No, wonder his dear friend had such low self esteem, the girl had hurt him badly.

Every time your heart is broken by the fool
I want you to know that it hurts me too

Jin wanted to take the pain away and promise that it would never happen again…every time a girl hurt Kame it hurt him too…

It’s hard to wipe your tears away (tears away)
Knowing that you should be with me

He wanted to be there for Kame forever…the one he saw before he went to sleep the one he saw in the morning. He was Akanishi Jin, why couldn’t he say three simple words, I love you…

Now tell me why
Why - why are we still friends

Jin heard Kame crying in his sleep, his heart broke with that sound

When everything says
We should be more than we are

Jin remembered standing outside one of his many current girlfriends’ apartment, she had invited him in for sex and the realization that he didn’t desire her that way hit him hard.

And tell me why every time I find
Someone that I like

Jin made a quick apology and left. This wasn’t the first time…he was losing interest in all of them. He’d gotten too good at leaving…they were used to it.

We always end up just being friends (Just Being Friends)

He really didn’t want Kame to fall in love with anyone else…

I would hate for you to find somebody new
Who you really love, cause it would mean losing you

He wanted Kame to himself forever….

But am I a fool not to say
If I’m always scared I’ll lose you anyway

A few hours later….

Somehow somewhere I’ve got to choose (got to choose)
No matter if it’s win or lose
Now tell me why

Jin confessed…

I don’t wanna be like your brother
I don’t wanna be your best friend
I only wanna be your lover
When will this end

Kame took his hand…and said softly,

“Jin…”

Jin nodded.

Kame looked at him, “You’re always the only one I ever wanted…”

If I told you that I wanna be in your life
Then you could be the one in mine

youbreakit, akame, angst, nc-17

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