ok so we broke up, and now that I know he wasn't getting any of me letters, and he thought I forgot about him.... I understand why he did it, but I also am so pissed at him for thinking that I would forget about him, and I planned on still waiting for him, but now ( Read more... )

when I was a kid I used to have all these ideas about how my life would be when I was in my twenties, and now here I am and they are almost half way over, and my life is nothing like I thought it would be ( Read more... )

Comfortable as I am ( Read more... )

so being faced with sleeping in my car due to my family going crazy, I have realized that my friends care more then my family, hell even my boss offered me a place to stay!! So now that Sean has a job we are looking for a house to rent, Dustin wants to move with us too, so between the three of us we should be able to find something decent!! I am ( Read more... )

I am starting to become very comfortable with my self, I can laugh at my imperfections, and cherish how I am finally feeling beautiful. I am looking ahead to the future with a smile on my face, and I can never thank him enough for this, no matter what happenes between us, if we make it till we old and crippled, or just a few more years, I know that ( Read more... )

I love the way you look me in the eye and lie straight to my face....................

today started out so amazing, and at the end of the night I am left alone with my pillows to sleep with again..........

deliriously happy..............

Twitterpated............

Loved....................

In love!!!!

Rain,  Rain go away, come another day, all the world is waiting for the sun ( Read more... )

Suicide eyes, rotted corpse smile, milky white bones, crumble into dust, Sticks and stones, acid marrow, poisonous brow, razorblade lips, candy coated death, smell it on your breath, bleed on the rug, stains the soul, brillo pad scars, only run skin deep, make-up covers the bruises he left on your face. Kisses deep, like the ocean, last as long as ( Read more... )