Ever feel like your the cinderella of your family? well what if you really were? Ever feel that no matter what you do it's never enough? in every family there has to be one cinderella, and to bad for me i am her. in my family i live with my grandma, dad and my older sister. my sister the good girl, the great student, majorily involved with church, ( Read more... )

Man do i wish i could have a new life or just leave and start over. i hate it here, i thought it was desent until my senior year when my life turned completely upside down. freshmen year my mom left i was fine, it hurt but i grew to be independent. then she came back, and it hurts even worse.. becuz i see her like i saw her when i was little.. and ( Read more... )

Tuesday my life turned upside down.. i got home from practice and my dad says HEY shannon did u check your messages? and i told him no and he says will you u got one from your mom.. so i checked it and one was from my mom.. it was HORRIBLE i couldn't imagine n-e thing scarier that could have happen ( Read more... )

yesterday i watched king of the hill.. i don't normally BUT kelly clarkson was on it and actually she said britney's name AWESOME 2 for one lol.. but it was ok kelly is funny and her character was funny she just talked on and on and on lol.. but she also.. like she played 2 people herself and a girl named dawn.. BUT dawn didn't sound N-E thing like ( Read more... )

You know who i really miss.. i miss my mom.. i know she has moved back and stuff and i can see her whenever i want, but i don't get to.. and if i do she's always with my sister and then it seems like she doesn't recognize me or n-e thing.. i know she does but it seems like she ignores me or only cares about my sis.. and if i'm with her and my sis ( Read more... )

OMg today i went to the movies with my friend but he is like IN LOVE with me, no joke.. not mentioning n-e names but he is like i like you so much, your so hot, i want you, i can't stop thinking about u, ur so hot.. OK i'm not hot.. thats just weird for people to say that cuz i'm like the girl next door, no one is supposed to like me, except in the ( Read more... )

ok so i was freaking about practice tonight, and then so like i went there and the whole time i thought that the coach was there but at the end i realized it wasn't him and i was playing really well for a practice... except my serving which is usually my best.. but man.. i pray that i will play good on my tourney it's at cal state fullerton.. sweet ( Read more... )

OMG yesterday at church there was 2 very HOT guys there.. but the hottest one OMG wow hello.. let me just say if a guy with n-e kind of accent came up to me and started talking to me i would melt i think that's the hottest thing EVER!! but this guy at my church.. he sings, plays guitar, he had black hair that was like short then he put it in a mo ( Read more... )

well humm ditalie umm i don't know what to write but OMG new kelyl song AWESOME.. it's called "Don't".. it's great.. here are the lyrics to it.. and if u know me and want to hear it i'll show ya at school or whatever.. i can kinda relate to it in a different way though.. but here they are ( Read more... )

You want know everything about me.. want to know why i'm depressed, or sad, or hide away or listen to britney spears and kelly clarkson or am so obsessed with them.. well here's ur chance this is my story ( Read more... )