I am pretty terrified.

But so fucking stoked I can't even believe it.

This is exactly what I've been waiting for.

 all the bad feelings i'm feeling are empathetic and not so personal and I wish everyone could cheer up the way I have but my situation is a world away from theirs. i just hope you understand it's not that i'm slacking i'm just trying to enjoy myself while i have the chance because i know it's temporary so i might as well make the most of it while ( Read more... )

Sun opposition Moon
People born when the Sun opposes the Moon have an internal struggle between their needs and their wants. In contrast to the Sun-Moon conjunction personality, the Full Moon personality is inclined towards lack of focus and indecision. Their ability to be objective is both an asset and a liability, simply because when they decide ( Read more... )

I am full of the worst kind of energy and my head won't stop and it doesn't matter how tired I am I can never sleep until it's light out. I want to release it physically but nothing that's viable sounds even remotely enjoyable. I want to cry but my body doesn't approve of that. I want to scream but god forbid I wake up the demons that sleep above ( Read more... )

I know now what I knew then
but I didn't know then what I know now

It's gonna be hard not to be disappointed with everyone and everything.
I am really ready to see the rest of the world... (I hate money coz it makes me NUMB.)

:(

swooooooooooooon!

Rows of lights to illuminate lines
Why don't they turn them off and let us see night?
Drove crazed, grooming my lies
You can't look in on one way eyes

 Loves are sincere. She is basically attracted to those with problems, which complicates life because she takes on those people's problems. Her feelings are deep, stable, solid, definite. She is not very expansive and can be melancholic.

Weaknesses: she has a tendency to hold back emotions, she is too reserved and is frightened of being disappointed ( Read more... )

 the most important thing is to be honest with myself.

It hurts and it's gross and it's so so hard, but godDAMN if I won't try.

 Everything is temporary.

Nothing new, just a reminder.

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