I'm going through a pretty rough time right now. I won't be online for a while so please call me if u want to hang out or chat. Hopefully I'll have internet at my place soon but until then I'll probably only be reachable by phone.

This kinda sucks...i'd really like to know what I did wrong...

how do i manage to screw things up when i don't even realize i'm screwing them up??

So apparently my child abuse clearance forms got sent to the wrong address and my supervisor did not decide to tell me he hadn't received them yet until AFTER i had already been working there for a month. Then my boss made it clear that it was up to me to call the dept. of public welfare to find out what the deal was. It ended up being my fault ( Read more... )

I've come to realize that i'm a compulsive liar sometimes and my lying has made it so that the person i love the most cannot even believe me when i am actually telling the truth. I've ruined everything and I take complete blame. God I wish i could turn back the clock and start over again. I have never disliked myself more....and now i'm the ( Read more... )

quick update ( Read more... )

the boys i work with are crazy....and bad....and immature....and insane....nuff said

A lot's been going on lately and I really haven't written in here just because i haven't felt like it...no particular reason ( Read more... )

I'm gonna start exercising again...starting tonight. Because we all know I'm fat and out of shape. Also this year I don't even have band or walking around campus to keep me active.

Off to the gym....wish me luck.

It's so weird that most of my friends are starting classes again and I'm not. I actually kinda miss it. I'm working at the health book store and I actually feel a little left out watching everyone else buying books. Of course I don't wish to be spending money on books again, but starting classes again always made me excited (even though the ( Read more... )