So I am just sitting here thinking to myself what all the changes mean and what does it mean for me.  Yes I know I could be angry about it and act out but what is actually going on?

I realized that I feel threatened by jason’s presence in the family because I feel that he’s over stepping into roles that are supposed to be people in our family’s ( Read more... )

SO I THOUGHT I SHOULD GIVE PEOPLE AN UPDATE AS TO WHAT'S HAPPENING WITH ME.

1.  I AM MOVING TO ST.PAUL, MN... YES GOING TO A COOLER CLIMATE YOU IOWANS ARE TOO HOT FOR ME.

2. LAST DAY IN IOWA FULL TIME AUGUST 1....

3.  WORKING AT MAYO CLINIC AS A BEHAVIORAL COUNSELOR.... TELLING PEOPLE TO LOSE WEIGHT AND THAT THEY SHOULDN'T STICK THAT PIECE OF ( Read more... )

So I have had quite the time adjusting to life down here.  Many fights with Dusty of whether I was going to stay here or leave, but I think I am finally getting settled in here at least for a short while. 
I have a wonderful fiance down here that is making my happy ass get up by 6am in the morning to workout at the MAC where I actually got the ( Read more... )

I woke up tonight feeling very lonely.  Dusty had woken me from my sleep to ask me a question.  Turns out it was just a question he had in his dream because it was about work and I had no idea what he was talking about.  Then I realized that in the back of my mind I keep feeling like I take the backseat to his job.   I also wound up waking up and ( Read more... )

so this week has been one of an emotional drain for me.  Last Thursday I applied for grad school.  A very exciting thing for me.  I never in my wildest dreams thought of going to grad school when I was little but then again there have been alot of things that I wouldn't in my wildest dreams have guessed would have happened to me by age 22 that ( Read more... )

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SO I went to the CSBS meeting today.... All good... then we talked about the fact there is a state representive debate here on campus next week on Wednesday night. Well............... one of the things that is going to be debated about of course is education. Then we got on the subject of how a lot of kids are getting college level credits while ( Read more... )

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So my little sister gets married in less than forty-eight hours. A) WHAT AN ODD FEELING!!! It just seems weird to me that my little sister's getting married before I do ( Read more... )