Well, it's moving day, finally...after today I am not coming back here, except maybe to get some mail. That's exciting. I went out to Sweets last night with Miranda, against my will, but I had a good time none the less. Went to McDonalds after, didn't get home till like 3:30. Which would have been 4:30 if not for the time change. Sent Ryan B a few ( Read more... )

I like going to the bar. I always (or at least almost) have a good time, but I hate the feeling I get after. I feel really empty. Sure, I dance with guys and stuff, but none of it ever means anything. And the one person that I want to be there dancing with and having a good time with isn't and can't be there. I really have to talk to him. The idea ( Read more... )

I am going to be up on fucking murder charges if I don't get out of here soon.

Well I haven't updated for a while. Nothing of any consequence has really happened with Devin. I was doing so well though. I didn't work with him for like almost a week, and I guess out of sight out of mind...I mean I thought about him, but not to the point of insanity. Now I just worked with him the last 2 days, so I am back to the insanity again ( Read more... )

So, Saturday night didn't go exactly according to plan. I didn't give him the letter, nor did I tell him I like him. We went to Cy's, it was all good. I had a few drinks, but not so much that I didn't have my wits about me. I was only slightly drunk. So Devin drove me home, as usual. As soon as we got in the car I actually did start talking to him ( Read more... )

I am making myself do it ( Read more... )

So I think I have a place to live...the people we currently share the laundry room with are looking for another roommate (it's a 5 bdrm apartment), and the rent is only $300 a month plus utilities. The utilities are on equalized billing, so it will only be like $50 for heat, lights, hot water, internet and phone. That's awesome. I am excited. I ( Read more... )

I know you won't read this, but I need to get it out ( Read more... )

Well this weekend was good. Ryan was gone, so I had the place to myself. Steph and Jamie came to visit me, that was a good time. Last night was drinking with the 3 of us and Miranda and Jason. Only thing I wish was different was that I would have called Devin like I wanted to ( Read more... )

UGH ( Read more... )