The trouble with this journal thing is that it is so damn revealing. This is were I'm supposed to be open and pour out all that I hold back. Yet, even here I hold onto certain things... I mean anyone could read this on here and what unimaginable horror would ensue if I wrote everything that I thought about, and no I really don't think that highly ( Read more... )

Well as of now my plans for moving out are completely on hold... in limbo as in not progressing or showing vital signs. This is disappointing, yet I'm actually saving some money right now... it's pretty sad when that's my only consolation though. I'd like to have more money, but I'm not a big fan of it... I would rather be completely self ( Read more... )

So where have I been ( Read more... )

I wish I could say things have been busy and that's why I don't write very much. However, I do have few things to do but still have plenty of time that I openly waste doing mostly nothing. I love fall though this is such a great season plus it helps that my birthday is next week. Although I've never really had much ado made about my birthday, I've ( Read more... )

I knew it would happen when I got out of the habit of writing, and it didn't help that my Internet was on the fritz for awhile, but excuses aside I'm back at this thing ( Read more... )

Pre Ex-Girlfriend ( Read more... )

My goal this week is to not screw anything up too terribly bad. It's a simple goal I realize, but hey maybe it's more ambitious for some people than others. Also, as I read my last entry it's striking me as kinda depressing... I mean I really like that song but I don't think that it actually describes what my mood was at that time entirely... I do ( Read more... )

I must be feeling lazy so I'll use someone elses words to express myself ( Read more... )

I almost missed a day... aaaa the end of the world is upon me!!! okay nothing much happened today... woke up... work sucked... came home... but I've got a date this week so I guess it has been a pretty good day. Now, everyone have a good day tomorrow... do it or I'll kick your butt!!

Proof that I can write something before 2am, I am actually adding an entry at a normal time of day. It feels weird though... not being tired or having random things popping in my head. It's like part of my nature to not do something until the very last moment possible (like right before I go to sleep), which is very bad and has gotten me into more ( Read more... )