Guess who showed up on my doorstep the same day i got the news about NIkki.............Erica....need I say more!!!!!!!!!!!!

4 years too late

Can't think of a better title than this to sum up my summer thus far. Just 3 short weeks ago I was wondering what stain I wanted the living room floor to be, and when I was going to find time to get my nails done. Then it hit ( Read more... )

My life in a nutshell today is that life is going well right now. quit smoking last week ( Read more... )

k, so i go to the gym, and my personal trainer kicks my ass yet again. the different thing about it was, my first day i jump roped 16 seconds CUMULATIVE, and this time i did 2 MINUTES. thats awesome. i was so happy, and suddenly i dont hate him so much anymore. he has helped me so much. what a good feeling to have tangible proof that things are ( Read more... )

goin to the gym yet again. yeah. excuse me for the lack of enthusiasm. its just that i don't look forward to getting my ass kicked by the personal trainer yet again. he hurts, although i suppose that is how it is supposed to be. cant wait til its over. wish me luck! today is the last scheduled visit though.*blinker* so i wonder if my video off of ( Read more... )

Twice in a week. WOW! Went to the gym yesterday to meet with my personal trainer. It went well. I was tired, but not as ready to pass out as the last time. I felt so good after my workout. What a good feeling to be reaching for a goal and feeling like it is not all just talk. This is something that I will stick to. I am so very hopeful that my ( Read more... )

This asshole frog that is bouncy all of the time sucks. Doesn't he ever get dizzy or run out of breath?!!I went to the gym today, and had my first session with my personal trainer. "One more, just a couple more", is all he said. Along with "good job", and "you can do it". I officially jump roped for 16 seconds, thats what I said, "16 SECONDS". I ( Read more... )

so im working on this once a year thing. kind of an update. just got back from arizona, thing im gonna make it a once a year trip. it is so beautiful everytime i go. missy and i just got ourselves a new roomie. no more going to the bathroom with the door open so the tv is still visible.(lol) work sucks, as always. just got a big ol raise. one whole ( Read more... )

Hi, so I am officially transferred to Newington ,NH for a while. Yeah, lotsa stuff to learn, and lots for tolls and gas, w/o the paycheck to support it. I will get by, the story of my life. I will always find a way. I will always be only smoke and ashes. Never truly all there. So, sorry.

Its been a while, so much of this life changes the moment you blink. I find myself not wanting to close my eyes in fear of missing something. Myself.......well, I am now officially a Pipefitter Trainee. Cool huh! I a still trying to sort my life out, get into the natural, comfortable rhythem(cant spell) that is life. I am happy. But with me happy ( Read more... )