i've become so numb

[withoutchange]

i've become so numb
pg-13 (seungho-centric, soyeon/seungho, jooyeon/g.o)
he refuses to believe that he is as broken as all of them are
a/n: a long piece of just .. angst.

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writing about our husband?! :O

[forevermyworld]

yay yay yay. i have no time to read rn but i will be back!

Re: writing about our husband?! :O

[withoutchange]

It is so much angst about out husband.. But I love him D:

can you not.

[forevermyworld]

be so perfect.

what is this?! haha i'm just kidding. i have a thing for angst+bias(idgi either -_-) so this is absolutely perfect.

so much rawness, ugh. you know it jumps from place to place but i think that's what makes it even better. just little snippets of how he deals with the pressure(by denial of course.)

and and, i like how your fic comes full circle with things. there's angst, but then kinda not, with seung ho finally feeling in the end (if i'm reading it right?) ahaha.

idk i'm just a rambling mess, goodbye! ♥

Re: can you not.

[withoutchange]

you're my favorite rambling mess lol.

anyways, i'm glad you liked it, even if our husband is in denial and somewhat of an ass. gotta love seungho ♥

[olvejuice]

;_________;

THIS IS SO SAD. Like god it really makes you wonder what idols go through right? The stress and everything? Reading this made me second guess the perks of being an idol and all the sacrifices to go through. Idk like I really like fics like this which are very realistic. Close to realistic that it's almost scary.

Omg you weren't lying about how angsty this fic was. My heart was breaking all over the place and I wanted to shake Seungho for everything he's done but at the same time hug him. Hug all of them. Idk how you make everyone so relatable and human here 8( Or in most of your fics. It puts me in awe. Like sometimes I think people forget that idols are humans as well. They're just humans like the rest of us (only with more pressure of the public eye) and having a fic that shows a side of that is a refreshing read~

And um major +++ points for adding some Jooyeon/G.O moments. ♥ Good luck on your tests!

[withoutchange]

my tests are FINALLY OVER, thank God. i'm mentally strained and kind of traumatized by how hard the last two were, even when i studied my ass off. urrrrgh.

anyways, i'm really glad you liked this, even if this comment is SUPER DUPER LATE, but that is okay. i feel like seungho doesn't talk much and i have no idea what is going on his head, but this could possibly be one of those things. OR he could be thinking about puppies and .. rainbows. probably not. nevertheless, i love seungho

♥ and you!

You're Wonderful~

[elvenknight16]

I love this~
Seriously I don't know how you do it but you somehow manage to capture all their emotions perfectly, and the way you write....don't even get me started, YOU'RE AMAZING!!
I really enjoyed reading this, especially the ending, it just fit so beautifully ^_^
You're doing a great job Hun!
Can't wait until you leave your hiatus, even though you just entered xD
Take Care <3333333

Re: You're Wonderful~

[withoutchange]

n_______n thank you very much. i'm super glad you read my mblaq fics bahaha.

anyways, i think my hiatus will end soon, midterms finally ended yesterday. i'm still tired, sigh, but thank you again!

Re: You're Wonderful~

[elvenknight16]

You're welcome ^_^
I'm glad you're hiatus is over, hope you did your best!
And Take Care once again~ =)
I can't wait to read your latest fic ^_^

[bollywoodrecord]

MBLAQ seems so wonderfully happy and then I read this. How can I be excited about their newish comeback?!?! Haha, just kidding.

You know, I'm feeling like G.O. at the moment and I really want to punch Seungho in the face. What - an - ass. That totally reminds me of something I wrote a little while about Taeyeon, with her being a jerk and all because her members can't suck it up or whatever, but you just make it sound so much better.

Thanks for updating, this is wooooonderful. :) Love.

[withoutchange]

no no no, you must be super excited for their amazing comeback!

and he was pretty ass-like, but i still love him. sigh. and oooh, that sounds interesting. leaders have it hard. anyways, thank you for reading ♥

[firequakes]

the first bit is beautiful, and i can just imagine it, seungho just staying steady, and numb, and not showing how he really feels because that's just how he can be. :/

they're reminiscing about seungho's magician days that got him all the girls, and mir's cows.
and i really love this bit, and mir giving his cows american names is just presh and v. clear in my mind, haha.

anyway this is just bittersweet and kind of breaks my heart, but i liked it :'(

[withoutchange]

thank you. i agree, he doesn't talk much, so one can only wonders how he feels. but his quietness is one of my favorite things about him. and then there is mir, who is loud and obnoxious, but still lovable.

thank you very much ~ ^^