for some reason or another, i can't bring myself to accept compliments.

i mean, honestly accept them; take them to heart, actually take pride in them. i may reply with 'thank you' or something along the lines of that, but it honestly goes through one ear and out the other. compliments never feel genuine anymore. sometimes i feel as though i am ( Read more... )

Well, actually, it's not like I've been missing or anything. Just got bored of livejournal and decided to take a break. But things are gonna be going full blast from here on end! I'm gonna be busy updating my co-owned community, Ryfield, which is dedicated to the crack pairing Kevin Ryman/Claire Redfield (In case any of you Resident Evil fans may ( Read more... )

So, it's about ... 12:20AM, and I feel like shit. So, I'mma post a blog venting about all of the shit I've been through in the past week in order to get rid of some of the anxiety. So basically, long story short, my 2 year old sister gets sick. One night, her fever shoots up to over 100 degrees F, and she starts sshaking and jumping uncontrollably ( Read more... )

So, in between working on yet another video today (already uploaded two this week) and reading fauxraadio's most recent rant, I had an interesting conversation with a friend of mine from school today. I'm not going to call her out in case by some chance she finds my journal (it's no one on my friend's list, for all of you who are reading this and ( Read more... )

I'll answer this,  just because I'm that bored.

WE'RE MOST LIKELY TO BE KILLED BY ZOMBIESSS. I mean, c'mon! It makes sense. While we're busy shitting ourselves over war, and this new swine flu that popped up out of no where, and nuclear weapons, zombies are gonna plan a sneak attack and invade our towns! They will steal our cattle, and eat our ( Read more... )

'Kay, so, I'm sitting in Media Arts right now and we're basically doing nothing. Haha, it's so weird; I'm struggling to write this stupid little blog. It keeps sounding like and essay, so I keep going back to rewrite it. This is the effect school has on me. Maybe a smiley will make it sound more casual? . . . ( T _ T ). FFF! Guess not. If only ( Read more... )

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