I am reminded of all my victories lately. But I feel so alone.

I lie. I can't lie to folks who know me well, but I can lie to you. I get a delicious thrill from fooling you, and at the same time I feel terribly guilty. I'm sorry. I can never tell you but I'm really sorry. You have done so much for me.

I miss you so much it hurts.

I feel it burning me, my skin like molten glass.

We can never say the words branding our tongues.

I'm autistic. I'm not broken ( Read more... )

I'll see you tomorrow
Yeah I'll see you tomorrow

(Also, I hit a squirrel today. It was quite sad.)

So, my adoptive father is dead ( Read more... )

I really resent it when people try to control me. His parents think they own my soul just because I married him. Haha FUCK YOU

I freely admit that I am an idiot. Any holes I can crawl into to die?

I've destroyed all my friendships. And I'm fiiiiine.

If I haven't yet regaled you with fan-girl-swooning over Patrick Rothfuss, let me tell you why he's awesome:

1) He wrote some pretty awesome books. If you haven't read them, please check them out. I'll even mail you a copy. They're that awesome.

2) He's a pretty cool guy overall. There's a link to his blog, if you don't believe me. Not only does he ( Read more... )